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..n0e wad.? i'm kiNdda gr0unded agN. bY hiM agN..i hate it.. waD eLse can dey do besides threatining mi.? nth else.!!! do dey even care.? i guess nort at alL.!! i hate em'.!! dats why i nvr wan to be at hm. it's nort dat i din help out at hM or wad oki3.!! i did. but did she even appreciate dat. naHz. she duN. she's always complaining bout all tha mistakes i've done but nvr once notiCe how hard i'v3 tried t0 d0 everitiNk rytEz.
..i was always tha one who haf to stay at hm & d0 dose stupid hsework. while all my other sisters jUz haf a lif3 of deir own. but wad bout my LIFE.!!!???? dun i haf a life tuU. i'm nort tha eldest at hm.!! but why do i haf so mani responsibility.? i realli dun understand. why i'm tha one takin care of tha hsewk while my jie haf fun.? it's nort faiR at all.!!
.. my frickin younder sister sh0ws no g0d damn respect to mi. i tried to hold my temper & ignore her but she juz wun leave mi al0ne.she isH fRickin irritatiNg can.!! i wiSh i c0uld liv3 in my 0wn w0rld.!! onli den can i feel happi3. h0w can i be haPpi3 wif suCh a fRickin faMiLy.!!!!!!!!!!!!

- - -it'S x'maS eve- - -

..haPpi3 biRtHda3.. t0 [[..eVeLyn & s3aN..]]

hmM. todae ish my xiao mei evelyn's birthdae lehz. as well as tha veri cute sean lee. lolz. here i am wishin tha two of u HAPPIE BIRTHDAE.!!! all tha best to tha two of ya yea. heez.

aniwae. i guess tis ish tha first tym i'm spendin x'mas eve wif my family n my cuzzi family. hahaz. i realli miss my cuzzi u noe. esp lynn. hahhaz. n i'm gonna get to haf fun wif my lil cutie pie: ryan. hahaz. his my lil cuzzi. lolz. he ish veri cute n notti oso. hahaz. but mre of cute. lolz. i love him tha most. haven seen him for ages.

jassy.!!! merry x'mas. hahaz. love loadz. dun feel so bored ya. cuz i missin you now. lolz. though i'm chattin wif u now. i noe u muz be feelin veri veri sianz. nvr mind. next yr. i promised to acc ya. unless u haf no tym for mi larz. hahaz.lolz. i shall gif u a pressi3. but haf to wait till sch reopen. hahaz. now u haf a pressie alreadi dun feel so sad ya. hahaz.

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i'm missin u so~ muchie lohz. haiz. everi yr i wish to spent special daes wif u but i tink its nvr gonna happen. well. tis was always my wish everi yr.love u. take care. wish u a merry x'mas!! dun feel so moody. wish u would be happie foreva. hahaz. ^_^

++ heartbr0ken ++

okie. i guess its over. cuz he has gort a stead alreadi. i'm heartbroken but wad can i do.? i realli carn stand tha pain animre. why.? why ish tis happening to mi.? ish tis all.? haf i waited in vain.? haf i waited for nth.? i feel lyk shit now.!! i noe dat cryin doen't help at all!! but why does tears roll dwn.? i'm realli confused & sad. i feel so pain.!! wad ish love.? am i surposed to stop lovin him.? muz i stop.? can i carry on lovin him.? can i.? i realli wish i could.!! but i'm nort sure if its tha rytez tink to do.i'm realli at a lost as to wad to do.!! why does tinkz lyk tis haf to happen to mi.? WHY.?? i feel lyk an ultimate idiot.!!!why muz i love sumone who doesn't gif mi a damn.? muz it end lyk tis???? god are u playin a trick on mi.? if it ish so den yesH.!!! congrats.!!! you've successed.!!! i'm in pain now.!! real pain.!!! i'm nort gonna love agn.!!! wads tha point.? i still end up hurt.!! i hate everitink in my life now.!! i still lykz him but i still wish him happiness.!! love carn be force dat i noe. i dun blame anione. i was tha one who stepped into it. i'm to blame for tha state i'm in now. i guess i would still be waitin for him. i juz carn gif up i dunno why. i feel so useless. i carn even control my feelins.!!!

now i dunno wad tha fuck ish wif my mum. she'z throiwin her fuckin temper at mi agn. why carn i juz haf a peaceful weekend. hasn't i had enuff.? why ish it dat others can be happie n carefree while i carn at all. even if i wanna do so.i carn. pretendin. dats all i can do. i'm broken.!!! i dun even noe wad i'm doin everidae. i'm always doin tinkz wrongly. i carn tink properly now. i'm in such deep shit now. wad tha hell ish happenin to mi.? can sumone tell mi wad to do.? i realli wish i would slp & nort wake up animre.!!!!

my life ish in a mess now. frenz are dere for mi i noe. but derez nth much dey can do for mi rytez.? i'm grateful for deir care & concern but my pain still haunts mi when tha nyte falls. cryin to slp has becum a habit. i carn slp w/o cryin. melbe tym would heal my wounds. but i'm realli nort sure bout dat.!! i'm nort sure bout myself animre. tha onli tink dat i'm sure ish dat i carn forget him n i'll carry on waitin for him.

ppaaiinn paiin ppainnn,.eu hurt mi bud i still lurfe eu,. why,.?whhy,.?whyy,.?

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I don't love you.

Well, when you go
Don't ever think I'll make you try to stay
And maybe when you get back
I'll be off to find another way

And after all this time that you still owe
You're still the good-for-nothing I don't know
So take your gloves and get out
Better get out
While you can

When you go
Would you even turn to say
"I don't love you, like I did, yesterday"

Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading
So sick and tired of all the needless beating
But baby when they knock you
Down and out
It's where you oughta stay

And after all the blood that you still owe
Another dollar's just another blow
So fix your eyes and get up
Better get up
While you can
Whoa, whooa

When you go
Would you even turn to say
"I don't love you, like I did, yesterday"

Well come on, come on

When you go
Would you have the guts to say
"I don't love you, like I loved you, yesterday"

I don't love you, like I loved you, yesterday

I don't love you, like I loved you, yesterday