I have been rotting at home for the last few days playing my puzzle bubble 2.HAHA!
& i was supposed to accompany duckie ytd but my dad always have to say NO the last min.
I was bloddy piss off & we exploded in shouts like agn.
my mom didnt even help me, tht made me all the more pissed off!

Im so looking forward to this sunday.(duckie's birthday celebration) hahahs.
A gathering at last, I miss everyone so much!
though some of em' cant turn up cause they're working but most of em' are turning up. yeepees!
I still rmb 2 years back, everyone of us brought a fruit from mango's dad shop & gave it to duckie as her birthday gift. Laughs!
when we place all the fruits ard her birthday cake, it looks like we're praying. LOL!
those lovely memories, I miss soo much.
anyway, this year mango and rainy suggested everyone buy different types of mooncake.wahahhahas. when I heard of it, I just cant stop laughing!


Somewhr in the night.
somewhere in the night a child cries,
a woman weeps and someone dies.
somewhere in the night, humanity hides.
somewhere in the night , a soul screams,
as people fade and die, lost in dreams.
somewhere in the night, reality lives.
somewhere in the night loneliness dwells,
as people die, no sounding bells.
somewhere in the night, she dies alone.
somewhere in the night.
whr is the light?

Dream On.

Every time that I look in the mirror
all these lines on my face getting clearer
The past is gone it went by like dusk to dawn
Isn't that the way everybody's got their dues in life to pay
Yeah, I know nobody knows where it comes and where it goes
I know it's everybody's sin you got to lose
To know how to win half my life's in books' written pages
Live and learn from fools and from sages you know
It's true all the things come back to you
Sing with me, sing for the years
Sing for the laughter and sing for the tears
Sing with me, if it's just for today
Maybe tomorrow the good Lord will take you away
Dream on, dream on, dream on, dream yourself a dream come true
Dream on, dream on, dream on, and dream until your dream comes true
Dream on!

I MISS YOU !

"The Choking Game"

"THE CHOKING GAME"

kids as young as 9 yrs old are playing this stupid game called " the choking game" in the states.
it is a game where kids use anything(mostly ropes) to choke themselves to experience a short sensation of twinkle in their head to give them a temp high.
many died playing this game! how stupid can people get?! I really cant comprehend.

ytd duckie came over to rot at my place.HAHA
I dont know what's with my place, no matter who is it, what time it is, everyone would definitely fall aslp on my sofa. LOL
& yeah, duckie was one of em' too:))
we watched "Click" but fall aslp halfway through.
I had sucha nice day ytd even though im sick & credits goes to duckie! I LOVE U LA!
she kept on making me laugh & I think she's gotten the virus from me. AHAHAHAH!
after she went hm, she even left me a really dumb voice mail! now who's dumb? LOL!

was supposed to meet up with FISHY, duckie, rain and mango today but duckie hasnt called me:(
i guess she's still slping cause the weather is sucha nice one to rot in bed. LOL.
its raining cats & dogs now, I dont think we'll be going to town.
my flu is giving me hell, I cant slp well at night cause i'll wake up in the middle of the night feeling so bloody breathless. DAMN!
& because im sick, i've to reject qing when she asked me out:((
I really wanted to catch tht movie with you though but im still sorry girl.
I miss cuddling colby & nana too!




stop talking baby or i'll start walking.

fix you

im feeling like shit now.
my nose is gonna drop out soon, my head is hurting like there's no tmr, my lungs feel like its gonna stop functioning.
& i feel like lying in bed for the entire week till i recovers.
im skipping work tmr though. WEES!
why does ppl fall ill? like life's not hard enough.

rockstar is gonna end soon:(
i really love toby though, i hopes he WINS!


I wonder why the wonderfalls.

What hurts the most.

I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That dont bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out
Im not afraid to cry every once in a while
Even though going on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again I pretend Im okay
But that's not what gets me

What hurts the most was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do

It's hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go
But Im doing It
It's hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and Im alone
Still Harder getting up, getting dressed, living with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken

What hurts the most is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do

What hurts the most is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do

Not seeing that loving you
That's what I was trying to do

Thinking of you !

im very certain sam is not working at cafe cartel already:(
cause his name wasnt in the schedule. DAMN!
work was super tiring today.
& because today is sunday, there're alot of lil kids running ard, making our job even more tedious.

& while im typing this entry, my sister is looking for the teevee's remote.
she's so dumb, i dont know what's gotten into her today. HAHA!
she's willing to get her ass off the couch to search the entire room for the teevee remote but refuses to walk to the teevee & change the channel manually.
& my dad's another idiot, look at their conversation:

dad:" look in between the arm rest first!"
sister:" wait la, i check under the chair first."
dad:" it's always the last place you look & the control will always be there."
sister:" Of course it is. why the hell would you keep looking after you've found it?"
me & mom: * burst out in hysterical laughter*


Silence is the true friend that never betrays.

back from work xD
imma happy bird today! HAHA.
firstly, I got praised by my manager and I dont have to do closing. YAY!
& I saw fishy, mr sulaiman and my relatives just now while working. lol.
singapore is really small. im so happy to see fishy you know. hahaas.
hasnt seen her for like ages & i miss her la:)))
I hope the wonders would have a gathering soon.
I miss all of em'.


We never thought this day would come,
But it's finally here at last,
What once was our bright future,
Is now are dim-lit past,
But we hold onto the memories,
The lessons that we learned,
The pathways we have traveled down,
The corners that we turned,
And soon we say our sad goodbyes,
That will last us forever,
We may see each other again,
Maybe once or maybe never,
So make your goodbyes ones to remember,
The kind that will stay in their heads,
Those are the goodbyes they will treasure,
The ones that were sad to be said.

Insomnia !

First and foremost:
I wanna make this clear to tht stupid duck tht sam is only a good friend of mine.
though i admit i kindda have a crush on him BUT we're still just friends.HAHA!
so you're not getting a daddy anytime soon! and im not a kan chiong spider! you kuku duck.

I think im gonna die or smth. LOL
I cant get to slp at night and would only fall aslp ard 4am, I guess this is what you call insomnia?
I thought only ppl who are depressed would suffer from this illness, but im not depressed!
so why am cant I get to slp? oh gosh, this is really killing me.

work was so fun ytd:))
alex was so funny through out the whole night.
she keep on saying:" dont look at others guys la!, im also very handsome what." LOL!
cant stand her, she dont even sound and look like a dm.
AND there's eric, brother wasnt there to wash the dishes and we were running out of cutlery so eric went to stand in for brother and the dishes started to pilled up like a mountain!
guess what this "dm" told me. he told me to slow dwn, dont collect the dishes so quickly. hahahahas. so hilarious la him.
I love working in an environment like this, so carefree, so fun and bosses dont even put on airs or order us ard. WEES!
BUT sam didnt work ytd:(((((
its been ages since i last saw him. HAHA. like 5 days ago.
jovey dropped by ytd too, as to what happened, i guess its better not to mention.LOL
anyway, im working tonight and tmr morning.
I hate opening & closing and yet, i've gotta do both this weekends:(((
I hope my off day would be on wed next week. HAHA!
so tht i could spend some time with my beloved jassyBUD.
i miss her so much.


Stupid is as stupid does.

CONTROLLING FREAK !

its so hard being ard you.
sometimes I wonder is it because of tht reason?
sometimes I love you but sometimes I hate you too.
why?
why does it have to be like this?
what's the point of maintaining this status when everything seems like its going bad?
ive grown up, why cant you just uds this?
ive always tried to be good, tried to make things right.
ive always done what the others didnt wanna do.
but why was i always in denial.
why cant I have my own space for now?
how long does this have to go on?
im so sick and tired of being sick and tired.
so what if I have everything I ever wanted?
the only thing I truly wanted was nvr there!
A daddy to hold me, tht's what I needed.
I dream of another you.
the one who would never leave me alone to pick up the pieces.
you said:" if this doesnt work out, its all ur fault."
do you know IT HURTS!


I dont know you, but I still want to:(

Anger is all I have now !

Im really very angry with claron tan kwan yuen!
and he thinks im joking with him!
still say what after a fews days, i'll be alright already. ask him go and die.
i feel like exploding now!
if he goes further, i think im gonna say out all the vulgarities already!
im not gonna talk to him unless he says sorry.
ive forgive him so many times already lor but the each time he just goes further. REALLY TOO MUCH! IM SO ANGRY, IM GONNA EXPLODE!!! RAHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!


what do you do when you're god damn angry??!!!

It's as if my heart knows your the missing piece.

ITS JUST ME ; LOVE ME.
18 yrs of tragedy.
stinky stubborn.
always sensitive.
I have a changing personality
I am who I am.
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I don't love you.

Well, when you go
Don't ever think I'll make you try to stay
And maybe when you get back
I'll be off to find another way

And after all this time that you still owe
You're still the good-for-nothing I don't know
So take your gloves and get out
Better get out
While you can

When you go
Would you even turn to say
"I don't love you, like I did, yesterday"

Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading
So sick and tired of all the needless beating
But baby when they knock you
Down and out
It's where you oughta stay

And after all the blood that you still owe
Another dollar's just another blow
So fix your eyes and get up
Better get up
While you can
Whoa, whooa

When you go
Would you even turn to say
"I don't love you, like I did, yesterday"

Well come on, come on

When you go
Would you have the guts to say
"I don't love you, like I loved you, yesterday"

I don't love you, like I loved you, yesterday

I don't love you, like I loved you, yesterday