Because real life beckons.

Jon- life's a bitch says:
damn i feel like such a girlfriend
kimberly says:
yeah true. you're my A grade girlfriend.
Jon- life's a bitch says:
ahaha. that didn't sound good
kimberly says:
hahaha
Jon- life's a bitch says:
let's go pick out panties and shit


very funny jonathan :]

吴克群-明天过后



totally in love with this video :]

再靠近一点点。

I cant tell you how much school is wearing me out.
the quizzes, tests, assignments & whatsnot are deranging.
also, those redundant long hour breaks , FOR FUCK?
I've been stifling my stresses and supressing it all into a huge cellball so much so tht its about to explode on the insides of my brain.
in addition, im inevitably losing control of the momentum and follow ups in lectures and tutorials.
right now, im doing all I can to catch up on what's been lost due to outside-school-affairs tht has been taking my emotions on a major roller coaster ride.
WAIT, im not done ranting.
whr's the slightest bit of apathy?
how is it that I can conjugate arguments between me & him or make my parents shut up for just ten minutes?but please, dont question my love for em.
I love em more than anyone can imagine.
I just wish the love shared amongst me and these people are untainted & less harder to mantain.
There has been radical changes towards the way things are in my life at this point and im just at the beginning in learning how to deal with it.



Bad things I have to eradicate.

How do i forget?

I seem to have lost my vibe in blogging.

If love is the answer, could you rephrase the question?

Things cant be perfect, you gotta know.

this was harder than I thought.
my insides fall to pieces as I push myself further across my limits.
all I wanted was to make it clear to you tht we'll always be nth more than just friends
& to salvaged our friendship.
not wanting to put us into an awkward situation,
not wanting you to throw our friendship away,
& importantly, not wanting to hurt your feelings in any way at all.
I thought I've got your understanding.
its funny how I nvr wanna think about it ever since I made it clear to you.
the happiness came and went.
but nevertheless I was still happy to know you were always there despite the altercations & heart wrenches.
& I hope we'll be friends just like before :]

seen too many complications.

3 down, 2 more to go :]

this is over my head, but under my feet.
I dont know how or why.
I've been wanting people to answer my questions but I know no one can answer them better than myself.
I dont wanna let this go at all.
but I know somehow, the chapters has alrd come to a closing.
soon, the pages of the book will be over.
I wish it was still brand new.

everything feels bad at night but worst in the morning.
its better to sleep and know you nvr get up at all.

My karma ran over your dogma.

had sucha fun time at yq's place ytd:]
we were suppossed to STUDY for godness sake. hahahha.
okay, I reached bedok ard 2plus but I was supposed to be there at 1:15pm. heh heh!
anyway, jon & yh are nice ppl & im their "bro" & since I was very apologetic, they didnt blame me :]
met jon & yh for lunch at bedok coffee shop before meeting yq at her place.
we reached yq's place ard 3plus.
played pool for a lil while then the guys went to play their DOTA!
so yq & I went to swim till her mom gathered all of us for dinner.
her mom asked what "cuisine" we want for dinner.
OMG, her mom is forever so cute la & she told us to call her by her name,
dont call auntie cause sounds very old. laughs!
all of us just cant stop laughing & yq was so embarassed. hahaaha.
after dinner, we studied for like 2hrs & yh started to imitate jon's jay look-a-like. HAHAHA!
we then played peek-a-boo with joel(yq's elder bro)
& jo(yq's lil bro) at the top level of yq's place. LOL.
had so much fun & laughter.
after peek-a-boo, we played water bomb cum catching. HAHAHAHHA.
we messed up the top level like no one's bussiness cause the water bomb was filled with flour & water. LOL.
I fell twice during the games can! ARR.
& tht retard jon actually bumped right into my face despite me screaming for him to stop.LOL!
he's really blind & deaf la, we all went insane! muahahahhas.
I was so high tht yh & yq asked me if im suffering from insanity
& I said:"I did not suffer from insanity. I was enjoying every minute of it.
then they called me SIAO-.-
we only stopped when sally(yq's mom) asked us to :]
so we all went to bath/clean up.
just when we were about to go to bed, sally brought orea cookies & cups of milk up for all of us.
so sweeeeet okay! the guys were teasing yq, saying she's mummy's girl. heh heh heh.
the funniest part of the day was when yq & I was woken up by the guys LOUD snoring!
so the two of us decided to do smth naughty. hahahha.
first, we drew their faces with liquid paper & magic markers.
then we stuffed cotton wool into their noses.
after tht yq sat there with her camcorder & filmed dwn their reactions.
wahahahahah, I tell you its hilarious!
yh & jon, better not mess with me & yq hur.
or else all those funny footages will be shown to the entire class. muahahahas!
had breakfast made by yq's maid this morning 7 yq's mom sent all of us home.
yq's mom is the sweetest & cutest mom I have ever seen. HAHs.
now its time to get back to my books:((



I dont have an attitude problem: you have a perception problem!

Love is a temporary madness.

HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY BUD JOVEY TAN :]
p.s: rest assured you'll get ur present la! hahahah :]


studied with voneDARL today(no no, ytd cause its 1:33am now) at my place,
we started at bout 3pm & stopped at 5pm cause I wanna watch bai fen bai (kenji's on today:]).
then orh ping came & we continued at 6pm to bout 7plus?
had our dinner & watched teevee all the way up till 10pm & they went hm.
finally started my revision for my MST2! hahahah.
tmr, no no, infact its ltr today, going shopping with mom in the early afternoon
then i'll have to rush dwn to eunos to meet yh, yq & jon for some last min revision & a stayover :]
I miss em soo much, hasnt seen em for 3 days alrd! hahahah.
& Im sure tmr we're soo gonna have a fun time occupying the top level of yq's place, playing peek-a-boo & irritating her bro though its a "mugging" session. HAHs.
I bet yq misses me the most cause she'd alrd sent me 3 emails. heh heh heh.
she's so adorable! Laughs!
off to bed, I hope I wouldnt be late tmr. hahaha


spare me the agony.

The flow of my tears streams on.

all those times I cried for you, you nvr came.
out of all the sports I played, you nvr showed up at one game.
all of the awards I received, I nvr heard you clap.
you were nvr there for me to sit on your lap.
all the times I fell & scratched my knee,
you were the one who wasnt there to comfort me.
all those times I was bored & wanted someone to call,
you still werent there, not there at all.
I always tried to make you proud, hoping you would love me more.
but you nvr seemed to care, so what did I even do it for.
you weren't there for any of my firsts, might not be for any of my lasts.
Its like you're not here in my present, just like you werent there in my past.
I try to move on but no one knew how hard it was.
I hold my head high to keep things from looking so bad,
but deep down I still wish I had love from my dad.



Sweet is the dream, divinely sweet, when absent souls in fancy meet.

This is my shelter.

9:00am my alarm clock rang & I put it back to sleep,
thinking I would crawl outta bed 10mins ltr.
but I only woke up at 9:47am.
in my mind i thought: SHIT! im so gonna be late & the girls are gonna kill me.
did my morning routine quickly & rushed outta my hse,
waited bout 20mins at the bus stop for rainy & duckie
BUT they didnt turn up,
in the end, everyone overslept & everything was cancelled
& I walked back hm like an idiot. hahahahhaa
ltr in the afternoon, when over to rainy's place for mj agn :]
dont know why but I happen to be rui qing's 下家 still!
hahahaha. but today she fed me.LOL
played for a short while only cause rainy need to rush to work at 5pm.

dont have to go to sch this coming week. WEES!
cause its E-learning week, which actually meant "its time to study for the upcoming test."
but I dont see it as an mugging week( so does yh&yq, we even planned to have a stay-over sometime this coming week.) but a holiday period. HAHA!
& im so in need of a job now!
life's so dull nowadays :((
I miss netball-ing & bball-ing:((


only as high as I reach can I grow,
only as far as I seek can I go,
only as deep as I look can I see,
only as much as I dream can I be.

You always admire what you really dont uds.

I wanted a perfect ending.
now ive learned, the hard way tht some poems dont rhyme
& some stories dont have a clear beginning, middle & end.

yesterday's tomorrow.






















You killed it .Didn't you noticed?

Woman are meant to be loved, not to be understood.

My obsession with mj.
































went mj-ing at rainy's hse agn.
lost like 8 bucks or so:(((
im soooo suay today can, im always rui qing 下家。
& she seldom "feeds" me lor. RAHHH.
hahahhaha.
even so, im still happy, dont know why but im in a very good mood today. LOL :]
earlier in the afternoon, yh(yoo heng) lost to me shooting so he brought me choc. heh heh heh. sooo~ happy! but he is dumb dumb, didnt take away the price tag. blur-er thn me! hahaha.
hols coming soon. YAY YAY!
I cant wait
BUT
before the hols, i'll have to mug for my MST:((
my maths is like shit so is my DE!
I seriously need help & not to laze ard anymore.
gonna start studying tmr! hahahah.
I just hope I dont fall asleep while studying like I always do.
off to zzZzZ now xD
goodnight guys.


An eye for an eye makes the whole world blind.

mj crazy.

have been playing mj for 3 consecutive days now.
lose then won then lose then won & I lose count. HAHA!
ytd went to meet ah ping to "tuition" her maths. hahaha
but I think we spent most of our time chatting, eating, laughing & mj-ing.
was supposed to meet voneDARL for a movie but no suitable timing:((
so stayed behind at ah ping's place & watched "zhuan shi qing ruan".
wah! tht fiona xie is really a BITCH man. ARRRRR. I want to bite her!
grace was so funny la, she punched the teevee can. crazy! hahahaha.
only left ah ping's place at 10pm,
went to meet jo to get his lappy.[thnks bud, I really do appreciate okay!]
today's lab test was horrigible!
the teachers were bloody clever, they made sure the person besides you get a different qn from you so tht you cant cheat. BOO!
I was managing well when mr sen said 10mins left & im not even halfway done.
RAHHHHH.
ohwells, its over & done now :]

mom's birthday approaching & every year,
I'll make her a birthday card with my own poem in it :]
I'll nvr run out of inspiration every year
cause she has always been my inspiration & strength.

this is what ive come up with this year,
tittled "Dreams inspired by You." heh heh

Dreams Inspired by You.
You can celebrate a humiliating loss on a golden afternoon.
Curled up in the corner of the car, I am sulking.
The window is cracked, air rushing over,
perspiration shimmers on my forehead, limitless with rage.
The buzz & crackle of your oldies music flirts with my sour mood.

I turn to you & the laughter in your eyes bewitches me.
In a flash, dissapointing experiences are forgotten in our unspoken moment.
We dream as friends, just the two of us.

We chatter endlessly, free to be ourselves.
I taught you the lingo, who is babeworthy, what is new to wear.
I dramatize my dislike of schools, outspoken against useless knowledge.
But you helped me discover the power of tht knowledge.
Each assignment is a beautiful achievement, a glided cloud of hope.
Your words dance like slow falling snow.
Gifts a beloved mother gives her child.
Acts of a mother's undeniable LOVE :]
I LOVE YOU MOM!



A world tht sends you reeling from decimated dreams

It's as if my heart knows your the missing piece.

ITS JUST ME ; LOVE ME.
18 yrs of tragedy.
stinky stubborn.
always sensitive.
I have a changing personality
I am who I am.
<3 MOM:)
<3 chocolates.
<3 friends&famillayye♥
<3 netball.
<3 vintageAUDIO :D
<3 BAKERY.
<3 decorations.
<3 TRAVELLING.
<3 people who sterotype.
<3 Hypocrites.
<3 Cigars inventors
<3 Morning lectures.
<3 Guys with humongous EGO.
<3 Restrictions.
<3 MCP(s)

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I don't love you.

Well, when you go
Don't ever think I'll make you try to stay
And maybe when you get back
I'll be off to find another way

And after all this time that you still owe
You're still the good-for-nothing I don't know
So take your gloves and get out
Better get out
While you can

When you go
Would you even turn to say
"I don't love you, like I did, yesterday"

Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading
So sick and tired of all the needless beating
But baby when they knock you
Down and out
It's where you oughta stay

And after all the blood that you still owe
Another dollar's just another blow
So fix your eyes and get up
Better get up
While you can
Whoa, whooa

When you go
Would you even turn to say
"I don't love you, like I did, yesterday"

Well come on, come on

When you go
Would you have the guts to say
"I don't love you, like I loved you, yesterday"

I don't love you, like I loved you, yesterday

I don't love you, like I loved you, yesterday