Destined to reign.

Friday, June 30, 2006

there are nvr enough "i love you's".

taken after he's being ~~thumped~~ by me ytd. lols. aint he cute?! he was throwing his temper ytd and wouldnt come to me no mattter how loud i scream for him, but everything's alright after i abrade him:))

and i sneakily brought nana onto my bed when mum was busy cooking in the kitchen. see how comfortable she is. i hope mum lets her slp on my bed! she wouldnt come dwn herself and i have to carry her dwn. hahas. luckily mum didnt suspect anything or im dead meat.

im so disentranced the whole day. woke up at bout 2pm or ltr, im not too sure. i called fred as promised and he's so gay td la, dont know wad's up with him. LOL! we're supposed to meet up for a movie BUT no suitable time slot. we'll go another day then.
was talking on the phone with sista-claron just now.

claron:
tonight you support who?

kim:
arg la. germany so good must lose if not england will not win the world cup.haha.

claron:
wah! guai lan, ur friend bet germany win you support arg. good lor.

kim:
*blust out into a huge laughter*

claron:
got so funny ma?
then ltr you dont sit near me.

kim:
why?

claron:
cause we support diff team wad. sit tgt will fight. haha.

kim:
hahahahas. fred oso say the same thing cause we supports the different teams too.

claron:
ltr you be careful, if ur team goal, we'll beat you up!

kim:
yada yada, i dare you! lol.

claron:
ltr you see.

kim:
okay. i'll. hahas. okay la, cya ltr. bye.

claron:
bye.
bye.
bye.
bye.

kim:
BYE BYE LA!

claron:
bye.
bye.
bye.

kim:
*hangs up*

tht's the end of our conversation. hahas.
will be going to jo's hse ltr on to watch soccer la.
im feeling so lazy to get my ass there. haha.
but i promised jo im going so i have to go.
if not, jo will start nagging agn. arr! lol.
tht's all for now, im off to watch MTV'S POP INC.
colby's(the vj, not my dog.haha) on today.

If you live to be a hundred,
I want to live to be a hundred minus a day
So I don't have to live a day without you.-- Winnie the Pooh.

friendship isnt a big thing; it is a million little things:))))

@4:46 PM

Thursday, June 29, 2006

Everytime there's another storm i know tht it wont last.

no sch today. woohoo~
and i stayed home the whole day being mummy's good girl. hahas. and yes, we baked tgt agn. i love baking with mum la. so many funny conversations. love mum and tht's another of mum's delicious creation. soley mine okay. hahas. sherry and daddy was so jealous. blehs!

i cant wait to get my hands on "night". im 100% fo shizzle tht popurlar doesnt carry it cause i went to numerous outlets to check already. lousy! might be getting my lazy bum to borders or kinokuniya tmr since im going out with fred and guys. i hope these book stores carry it. if not, i'll be totally inconsolable.
baby colby is getting so BIG, i feel i shldnt call him baby anymore. hahas.
colby certainly grow fast man and he helped nana get outta her "bedroom" and vice versa thn both went wild.
seriously, they're such fiendis babies.
colby's leash is torn once agn. i think a metal one would be a good investment.
i thump his butt so hard today tht i felt the pain too but i abrade him not long after, just to make him learn his lesson. hahas. now i know how mummy felt when she hit me with a cane when i was a kid and whenever kimmy and i gang up to bully her when we were kids. hahas. mothers are the toughest job in the world!

children need ur presence more than ur presents.

@5:27 PM

Wednesday, June 28, 2006

Sometimes the heart sees wad is invisible to the eye.

Does Spain deserve to lose? Yes

so i was discussing with yueqing about footie yet agn and she claimed the French deserved their victory. well, on the bus trip hm i had a serious thought about it and took off my red-tinted glass and i would like to say, yes they deserve to lose.
firstly, their coach, Luis Aragones once called Thierry Henry 'a black shit'. its a racist comment and i nvr had respect for tht old man anyway.
secondly, the boo-ing of the French national anthem.
its shameful and this was the first incident in the World Cup tht a nation's anthem was being jeered. it was very disrespectful from the mindless fans and football might be competitve and rivalry exist, but its time to make friends, right?

and now, this is the perfect example of wad it is to have an egg on ur face. how he came back and haunt you and scored the 3rd and final goal to hit the final nail into the coffin. well in, Zidane.
he is one player tht everyone should look up to and learn from. he was poor, but used his extraordinary talents well. once he got rich he didnt flaunt em ard and remained one of the most low profiled 'stars' around. i hate to see him retire, but he already has left a legacy among us.

all in all, the Spanish got what they deserved, karma.

Love can nvr grow old.
Locks may lose their brown and gold.
Cheeks may fade and hollow grow.
But the hearts tht love will know,
never winter's frost and chill,
summer's warmth is in them still.

feels like even our friendship is not meant to be.

@4:50 PM

Tuesday, June 27, 2006

Silence is the voice of the convinced.

2 down, 1 more to go :)

i was late for my DE paper today. like wtf!
and i forgot to bring my student pass, luckily the invigilator was soooo~ kind.
she let me in despite being late for 10 fcuking minutes w/o valid reasons and even give me an allowance of 5 mins at the end. how sweet!

mum's not working agn and she's supposed to be home cooking by now.
i've called her so bloody many times but she hanged up on me. DAMNIT.
always doing this to me when she's with susan ahyi and clara ahyi shopping:((((
im so hungry now, im starting to miss lavender's dim sum!
i hate their get-tgts, depriving me of my meals and her. pttf!
she's so dead, im gonna complain to daddy. HA HA HA.
and i was so angry ytd!
why shld i fcuking do the hse chores on a weekday?
why shld i? why shld i? why shld i? why shld i?
im so god damn fcuking pissed.
on top of tht, i dont see why sherry cant do it right?
pls dont tell me she's only pri 6. FUCK YOU!
i started doing the hse chores when im bloody 10 yrs old.
and am still doing it till now.
okay, dont give me shit bout you're the elder sister so if you can do it why shld ur younger sister do it. i tell you ~~FUCKING BURN IN HELL!~~
kimmy hasnt done the hse chores since 15 and im wad?
yes, 17 this yr and still doing these shits. isnt she the ELDEST SISTER in the family?
dont give me shitty reasons which i can pettifog, i dont dig such shits.

A Vacant Heart.
wad is this feeling,
when you feel nothing at all,
when ur heart's as empty as a child's doll?
wad does it mean,
when you cant seem to care,
when others see nothing behind ur stare?
does anyone see tht ur body's a shell,
how far from humanity you've actually fell?
now how long has it been since tht first time,
you were told that to love you must have warmth
and you are just too cold?

dont you know broken hearts nvr mend?

@4:22 PM

Friday, June 23, 2006

secrets exposed.

mum came across my diary today. how stupid can i get right? i actually left it on my desk after updating last night. now she knows who ive liked during the past yrs and all my complains and shits. how nice?! DAMNIT!!
she must have found every single passage in there nutty man. JESUS CHRIST !
oh yah, not forgetting- she wrote a ~~fcuking entry~~ in my diary(re: my views on "ur" life)--> kill me pls? and tht's my mum. she's gonna kill me with her bizarre actions one day.

invisible ink i shall write in, in future.
i carefully write out the lines of my life,
each and every thought and emotion is expressed in my diary.

if anyone were ever to see these precious pages,
my soul would be shattered and my existence uncovered.
MY MUM DID SO.
so i write of my days in invisible ink in future then no one will ever know my secrets

my diary and my invisible ink is wad keeps me alive, is wad keeps me sane.
as i write my thoughts, feelings, and desires melt into the pages, becoming one with the book.
nvr to be discovered because of my invisible ink.

lying now for the crippling guilt you've created.

@6:23 PM

Thursday, June 22, 2006

This is wad i call talented.

Rooney "The Boy Wonder"

Ronaldinho The Man With The Golden Feet.

Ryan Giggs "The Welsh Wizard"

@4:57 PM

SEXY TANGO.

@4:18 PM

Wednesday, June 21, 2006

you can write out ur feelings but wipe away ur tears.

im so free td and im here blogging agn!

today someone asked if i would like to be able to go back and change all the things tht had gone wrong in my life and although at first the idea seemed rather appealing.
i quickly realized tht the good and the bad are so intertwined tht i couldnt change part w/o changing the whole.

i wish i could cry to my favorite song.

@8:26 PM

best friends listen to wad you dont say.

"There are three friends in this world: courage, sense, and insight."-- Benjamin Franklin.
if tht is so then jasmine would be insight, eunice would be courage and i would be sense. hahas.
life w/o em' is lyk death without a witness. tht's why we stay sisters forever:)))

ytd we meet up at bugis and seriously i dont think i would go back there anytime in the near future. hahas. i mean they shldnt have called the place bugis street, shld name it little japan instead. it looks like the japanese have invaded our fashion sence. i dont see anything beauteous there, maybe the "lians and bengs" or "japanese singaporeans" might think the clothes are foxy but definitely not ME. told you i hate small time gansters--always making predicament for others. now look wad have they done to our streets? invading our streets with their pseudo fashion. GEES! for god sake, pls stop this "jap" fashion trend. its killing ppl. despite this, we had lots of fun.(we always do when we get tgt) laughs!
afterwhich, we headed home at bout 6 plus.

i reached home, bathed, ate dinner and rushed off to causeway.
met up with vonedarl, alflirt and jojo for movie(R.V)
and as usual, fred was childish and MAD. he threw popcorns at us like a kid. LOL! wasnt matured enough to behave himself in public. hahas. but still he'll always be my buddy la.
reached home ard 12 plus, didnt go to bed till i-dont-know-wad-time cause i fall aslp while watching soccer. england vs sweden: 2-2. DAMN! i was hoping so much england would win!!
predominantly, i enjoyed my day ytd and days like this makes me feel so endowed.
LOVE YA'ALL VERY MUCH!

of wad use is freedom of speech to those who fear to offend?

@4:06 PM

Monday, June 19, 2006

ALMOST LOVE

my alarm rang at bout 8:3oam and i shut it up. ( i guess it is still angry with me) hahas.
and it rang at 9am agn but this time i didnt shut it up because i know im gonna be late and it is being kind to wake me up. lol. alright la, i know tht's crap. cant you see im just trying to make my life more colourful? wahahas.
anyway, yes i did the usuals and was about to leave my hse when ginny, you didnt see wrongly! its ginny la, the very skinny one, my daug. HAHA! msged me and said she would be late so i had my brunch b4 leaving. i finally saw GINNY after so long and we spent almost the whole day tgt alright!(thank you weizhong for lending me ginny for a day and i did look after ur baobei.) haahs. if not for her today, imagine how bored would i be.
we were heading to sentosa by train which is the first time we took a train to sentosa. lols. we made a fucking detour, wasted our precious time and needless to say we were late la. im very sorry to the auntie. tour ard sentosa and mt faber, had free cable car rides and lots of smiles.
the auntie asked us to consider so we went home considering. hahas.

it all ended ard 1 plus so we shopped ard habourfront centre, nth much there but i saw this red and black puma bag which i liked terribly, if not for the handle which is so short i would have brought it right away using mum's debit card which she left for me b4 leaving for genting.

went to ps thn to cine because ps didnt have the show we wanted to watch.
met up with eunice there too:))) i miss her alot la. looking more like a tai tai. hahas. too bad, she gotta help her laoda buy things cant stay for the movie. ginny and i slacked ard till it was time for the show: ALMOST LOVE.
the movie is as nice as the title sounds!
i would watch it a second time but like all korean movies it is a little slow, like wad my dad always say. btw, its a comedy cum romance. greatly encouraged to watch it with ur beau man.
so romantic!!! ps: i wanna watch it with my lrt hunk. wahahas.
after the show, we headed back home. oh my! the bus was as usual->packed! but there's a jam at the same time which made the journey all the more tiring.
thanks ginny for acc-ing me the whole day and i truly miss you la.
and come to think of it, ginny and i have been friends for 8 yrs now and still counting :))))))
but i wanna tell gin smth which i cant really say face to face. hees.
and tht is: "pls dont let him control you too much, whr's ur rights and freedom? it truly pains me la and if you even need a shoulder, i have a very big and comfy one! hahas. stay strong. loves!"

too hard to fake it, nth can replace it.

@11:48 PM

Saturday, June 17, 2006

home alone :((

im ALONE at home now.
this feeling sucks big time.
mum dad and my sisters are all on holiday but im home alone :(((((
im so lonely now and im starting to miss mummy so much!
i shld have tagged along. arr!
this feeling ive is wad i call regret.
if not because of monday's work!
they wont be back till tuesday:((
luckily i have nana and colby to acc me.
i wont have home made breakfast till tues
i wont have mummy's hugs b4 bed till tues
i wont have mummy ironing my clothes for me till tues.
WAD THE FUCK!
this feeling stinks. BOOOOO!!!!
but nevertheless, mum knows me best!
she left me with a whole lot of cash.
which means i'll have to take all my meals OUT. -.-
on the other hand, i shld be happy because i have the whole hse to myself. wahahahs.
do wad i deem fit, yeah! no one is here to control me for these few days. woolala.

and and and green forest is a very captivating show know why because the hunks in there are god damn captivating. they suck ur soul with their oh-soooo-pretty looks, gorgerous smile and tht pair of electrifying eyes. OH MY GOD! jin yunfang is so handsome laaaaaa. dont disagree with me, i will biteee you!

give me respect.

@10:04 PM

understand me more.

SG IDOL TICKETS FOR SALES!

- performances and result show on the 22nd june(thurs)
- email me @ schoolsux_694@hotmail.com for more details and only if you're interested.

THANKS PEERS:))

@4:42 PM

Friday, June 16, 2006

a friend is a gift you give urself.

i had a roof overhead,
had shoes on my feet.
sure i was fed, but no-one was there
when I was in need, yeah.
so who am i now?
who do you want me to be?
i can forgive you, but i wont relive you.
i aint the same scared kid i used to be.

im gonna live, im gonna survive.
dont want the world to pass me by
im gonna dream
i aint gonna die,
thinking my life was just a lie.

i found a picture,
our so-called family tree, yeah.
i broke all the branches, looking for ans.
dontcha know tht aint how its supposed to be
i aint gonna cry.
i dont wanna scream
but i got so much left unsaid inside of me.

to love and be loved.

@5:51 PM

Wednesday, June 14, 2006

LAME POST!

first, name 20 people you think of now before answering the questions below.
then tag 5 person to do this,if he/she done it,there's no need to redo it again.

o1. jasmine
o2. eunice
o3. yvonne
o4. LRT HUNK
o5. duckie
o6. jiale
o7. zisheng
o8. shuyi
o9. nana
1o. reine
11. kimmy
12. xiaoxue
13. ginny
14. claron
15. LEE HOM
16. jovey
17. alfred
18. evelyn
19. yanhan
2o. farnaaa

When did you meet 14?
- secondary 2. the yr he broke his leg if im not wrong. lols.

What will you do if you never meet 1 before ?
- cry because she's my bestie.

What will you do if 20 and 9 dated?
- LOL ! nana's a female dog. no way!

Did you ever like 19?
- for a long time till recently.

Would 6 and 17 make a good couple?
- i dont think so.

Describe 3.
- a very good friend, good listener and company.

Do you think 8 is attractive?
- yes, attractive-ly cute:)

Tell me something about 7.
- my honey, someone to be trusted.

Do you know any of the 12's family member?
- not exactly, but i have seen her mum b4.

What's 8 favourite thing?
- NETBALL.

What would you do if 11 confess that he/she likes you?
- she's my sister, of cause she likes me. but if its in the relationship kindda like then i'll roll on the floor and laugh.

What language does 15 always speak?
- his every words sounds like the language of LOVE in my eyes. LOL.

Who is 9 going out with?
- no one yet, maybe colby in future or the huskey next door.

How old is 16 now?
- 16 going on 17, his birthday's not over yet.

When is the last time you talk to 13?
- 10th june o6.(sat)

Who's 2 favourtie singer/band?
- energy.

Would you date 4?
- dont talk bout dating, i would marry him. wahahas!

Would you date 7?
- of cause not la though she's my honey.

Is 15 single?
- nope, tammy's his gf. laughs.

What's 10 last name?
- soh

Would you ever be in a relationship with 11?
- no la, blood related you know.

What school does 3 goes to?
- british counsel.

Where does 6 live?
- cck

What's your favourite thing about 5?
- her bird face:P

Have you seen 1 naked?
- oh no, almost naked yes.

5 people to do this lame thing:
o1. jasmine
o2. farnaa
o3. jiale
o4. eunice
o5. reine

im finally done ! wad a long quiz.
all thanks to my very own voneDARL:))

~~when pain is all tht's left:((((~~

@4:15 PM

Tuesday, June 13, 2006

hold me when im here,
right me when im wrong,
hold me when im scared,
and love me when im gone.

@3:47 PM

Friday, June 09, 2006

happy birthday jiale!

its 12am sharp and im here to wish jiale, my lil bro:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TOH JIALE A.K.A LIL BRO:)))))))))))
ps: wish you grow lamer every yr.LOVEYOU!

i've gotten this from farna darling's blog.
farna darling: ive did it like you told me. hahas. love you('v')

instructions: state eight different points of your ideal lover.
mention gender and tag eight others to do it.

gender of ideal lover: its a guy of cause.

1) caring, in fact super duper caring.(i love all sorts of caring ppl)
2) huge sense of humor.( i cant live w/o laughter)
3) romantic.
4) talented.
5) respectable.
6) respectful to my family, friends and ME!
7) very very trust-worthy( trust me alot)
8) love me for who i am.

eight people to do this in their blog:
1) jasmine.
2) eunice.
3) reine.
4) yvonne.
5) duckie.
6) jiale-lil bro.
7) zisheng-myHONEY.
8) shuyi-crazy gal.

will you still be my superman?

@11:28 PM

HAPPY BIRTHDAY REINE SOH RUI LIN !!!

wish you all the best in everything you do ya.
and love you((:

ive got good news, ive got another new dog.
a mini schnauzer

she looks like a teddy bear eh? ahahs.

she's so obedient tht mum love her more thn colby and colby is always fighting for attention.
but i love em' both as much.
now colby wont be lonely anymore cause he has a new friend and maybe they'll become a couple.
LOL!

Country of Origin: Germany.
Size: Shoulder height: 45 - 50 cm (17.75 - 19.5 inches).
Coat: Coat is rugged and wiry and black or salt-and-pepper colored.
Character: This breed is even-tempered, an eager learner, and intelligent.
Temperament: This dog gets along well with children, other dogs, and any household pets. It is wary of people it does not know.

true colors are beautiful like a rainbow:))

@4:20 PM

Thursday, June 08, 2006

AMAZING :)

fi yuo cna raed tihs, yuo hvae a sgtrane mnid too.
Cna yuo raed tihs? Olny 55 plepoe can.

i cdnuolt blveiee taht I cluod aulaclty uesdnatnrd waht I was rdanieg. The phaonmneal pweor of the hmuan mnid, aoccdrnig to a rscheearch at Cmabrigde Uinervtisy, it dseno't mtaetr in waht oerdr the ltteres in a wrod are, the olny iproamtnt tihng is taht the frsit and lsat ltteer be in the rghit pclae. The rset can be a taotl mses and you can sitll raed it whotuit a pboerlm. Tihs is bcuseae the huamn mnid deos not raed ervey lteter by istlef, but the wrod as a wlohe. Azanmig huh? yaeh and I awlyas tghuhot slpeling was ipmorantt!

it amazing how our brian works isnt it?
im amazed.

dont tell me wad you believe cause you wont be there to catch me when i fall.

@6:12 PM

Tuesday, June 06, 2006

my emotions undisciplined

it raining men, Hallejulah !
and the cold seriously creeps through my unprotected skin, leaving behind cold bumps.
when is it gonna stop raining?

why do ppl like to lie when they know its gonna hurt someone?

A Last Embrace
nearly every teenager goes thru it in life.
thinking life is so bad so they take a knife, cut their wrists and watch the blood drip on the floor.
just as their parents walk through the door.

parents being ashamed of you, thinking wad did they do.
so you feel like you have let em dwn.
they're giving you tht disappointed frown.
they're always asking why.
why oh why are you trying to die?

you can never tell your parents why cause you know they'll nvr understand
so you just lie and most teenagers bleed there life away,
til they die some day.

all they wanted was to have someone who cared,
but all they did was sit and stared.
as the wounds start to heal, to close and to seal.
the skin is thin and left unbroken, like words of hate left unspoken.
so you carry on with ur day, with scars and words tht you can nvr say.

Simple or complicated, it's all the same to me.
the easier it is to comprehend something the simpler it appears to be.
does tht make sense to you?

no joyful laughs, not even a happy smile.

@4:51 PM

Sunday, June 04, 2006

baby talk

little johnny came running into the house and asked, "Mum, can little girls have babies?"
"No," said his mom, "Of course not."
little johnny then ran back outside and his mom heard him yell to his friends, "It's okay, we can play that game again!"

@6:22 PM

Saturday, June 03, 2006

the book of friendship:)))))))))

happiness isnt the easiest thing to find, but one place you're guaranteed to find is in a true friend's smile.

i've found it in yue qing's SMILE :))

LOL.

@10:41 PM

Thursday, June 01, 2006

i wont be defined by the size of my knot.

OH MY GOD !
i saw my lrt hunk td like agn while i was on my way home
:))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))
okay, im super high! woooooohooooo! saw him agn, saw him agn.
i cant express this feeling of mine when i sees him alright.
and imma very happy gal td cause tmr marks the end of term 1 and mum brought me the veronas dream which i dreamt of having. HA HA HA !
mum i love you so much ok!
and yes, i SUPPORT PAUL TWOHILL!!!
he is so CUTEEEEEEEE.

grandma made me uds material things dont make the man.

@7:46 PM