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Friday, January 21, 2005
i'm sick. and oso alytez bout him.

i'm lyk so sick can. all dat zaki's fault. hahaz. cough infront of mi den i gort tha illness alreadi. wth.! hahaz. den ytd gort fever till now still haven gone down. feelin terible. haiz. den zonals cumin lehz. frick man. haiz. tml still gort trg. tink nort gonna train lohz. i shall see.

den i gort a kindda feelin dat he lyks her. haiz. melbe i'm tuU sensitive. hahaz. but aniwae. i tink being ylterces
ni evol wif him ish enuff. hahaz. den everidae oso can see him. nort bad wad. i tink i'm veri lucky liaoz. hahaz. den now i lyk always see him n em' together de. haiz. sad lehz. haiz haiz haiz. but nvm. wads mine would be mine wads nort mine will nvr be mine wad. so juz let nature take its course.

todae went tuh town wif jas. den i saw tis shoe. wow.! it was so cool n prettie. hahaz. i wanna buy de but dey dun haf my size. den tuu bad lohz. haiz. but nvm. tml after netball i'm goin tuh town wif jas tuh buy agn. hahaz. but from another outlet. wish dey haf my size. heez. so excited lehz. hahaz.

@10:37 PM
Sunday, January 16, 2005
\\..he wr0te mui a t3sti..//

muahahahahaz. i'm so happie. lolz. noe wad. he did tis tink dat made mui so happie. it was unexpected. i was shocked okie. lolz. so happie. juz carn describe how happie i am. u carn imagine how happie i am tuU. heez. okie. if eu find out wad he did. eu would sae "chey" wad's tha big deal.? but tuh mui it meant aload. it ish a real big deal tuh mui. hahaz. i noe i'm goin crazi over him. hahaz. but i carn control dat okie. dats nth i can do either. lolz. i shaL play veri veri hard juz for him. lolz. juz for his words. lolz. okie. i shaL nort carry on. or else sum hypocrite would go ard spreadin rumors. hahaz.

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@3:27 PM
Friday, January 14, 2005
hapPie cuM tiRed.-.m0stLy b0ut yaNhaN

mui zonals cumin yeah.!!!! but i can feel tha pressure now. we would be facing tanglin agn. i hate em'. why do we always haf tuh mit em'.? lolz. todae's trg was lyk hell man. i ran till i wanna cry & vomit. wth. kns. mui stamina ish so lyk shit. carn stand it.!! haf tuh go for runs alreadi. but i'm frustrated cuz i juz dun seem tuh be able tuh jump high enuff. i'm so useless. carn run, carn jump, no speed, no stamina, no height. i'm onli standing at 160cm. sad case. i wish i was taller. much much much taller. so big size. wth. i'm juz nort tha kindda person for netball. haiz. i feel dat if i'm nort gonna train harder i would let down my whole team. why do i always feel so so so useless.? carn i be mre usefuL.? haiz. i feel so pressurized now. i feel lyk breakin dwn & cry. my team-mates are all so gd. but wad bout mi.? wth. i realli wish i wasn't born tis wae.

aniwae. i feel quite happie tuU. dunno for wad reason but i juz feels happie. melbe ish becuz of him. our frenship seems tuh be gettin better. i'm happie juz getting tuh see him everidae. lolz. i'm nort sum kindda pervert okie. i dun stare at him lohz. i juz "peep". hahahahaz.he doesn't seem tuh haf _ _ _. i saw him at cc todae tuU. but onli for a short while. but still happie liaoz lohz. i'm easily contented. lolz. i'm happie tuU cuz todae miss sharon first tym praise mi. hahaz. wad she saed shall remain a secret. lolz. juz a veri small compliment but i'm veri happie liaoz. cuz she always seems tuh nort bother bout mi de. den always sae i nort moving my feet. den i was so sad. she always gifs mi dat kindda feeling dat i'm a lousy player. melbe i'm tuU sensitive. hahaz. i'm tinkin tuU much into it alreadi. lolz.

mui sch works are killing mi sooner or ltr. piles & piles of work tuh be done.i am slpin at lyk 2am everidae except for sat & sun. tis kindda life ish gonna kill mi soon.!! wish it would pass faster. lolz. esp. dnt, it ish tha subject dat stress mi to tha limit. i would stay up juz tuh completed tha homeworks. wth.!! i'm so tired & feeling so useless. i'm lyk a useless person. haiz.

\\..mih.nissim..//
\\..9269413..//

@2:24 AM
Monday, January 10, 2005
+` i frickin hate eu `+

i had such a bad dae todae. conflicts between our wonders. who tha fuck started tis ish nort gonna get away wif it dat easily. i seriously dun want to see tis happenin to us becuz we haf been frenz for so long. if tha person who started tis pass by tis den get tis clear. i dunno why eu're doin tis but i might nort even forgif eu for doin tis. we've been frens for so long. why do eu wanna do tis to sum of us.? ish our frenship realli so vulnerable.? everione in deir life so far i guess would haf said sumtink bad bout sumone no matter how gd eu're. i dun deny dat i've said sumtink bad bout sumone. i'm sorrie for i've done but i dun do it lyk u.! wad u're doin ish nort onli bout urself. u're hurtin other 12 ppl besides eu. wad u're doin might cuz wonders to disband. would eu be happie if dat happen.?

i realli carn support wad eu're doin.eu might haf ur reasons but nort all of us noe dat. melbe eu can explain to us cuz i'm heardin diff. stories bout one tink. eu might be my fren but wad eu're doin ish realli tuU much. eu might hate mi for sayin tis but i'm juz statin tha facts. aniwae i hope dat tis matter would end soon. once and for all can we haf sum peace in our last yr of sec sch life.? i'm realli sick and tired of all tis shit. wad are frenz for.? ain't frenz surpposed to be dere for one another and shower em wif care, concern, love and stand out for em when dey're in nit.? i realli hope eu do get sum sense into ur head. i realli wish 13 wonders would be ard foreva even if nort foreva den at least for a few mre years. pls do nort create extra trouble pls.!!!??? i'm realli beggin for tis.

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@8:30 PM
Sunday, January 09, 2005
friCkin angRy]]

haiz. todae i msg everione tuh bring deir tinkz den he, asshole gave mi attitude. wth. i hate it lohz. carn he be nicer.? always lidat. i'm realli veri angry lohz. angry angry angry. carn describe how i feel. juz angry + dissapointed lohz. so wad if i --- him.? doesn't mean i haf to gif up my pride rytez. wtF.!!! i might start to dislike him. haiz.

den todae ish tha sec one CCA dae lohz. den haf to go back to sch. waste my tym onli lohz. in tha end everione was so unhappie. wif wad.? i surposed its everitink. i was so pissed off tuU. starting ish i tink ginny ish nort happie wif tha fixtures of tha full court game den ltr ish mr ralph cum scold us sayin bout tha registration tingy lohz. den ltr ginny tink ish go look at tha hockey gals den he scold her den she cried lohz. so unhappie. den sum ppl juz go dere, help out abit den when cum to packin up all when missin. wad the hell. lyk dat call a team.? i dun realli tink so lohz. as usual. onli dose hardworkin ppl will help up. i realli tank em so much. and i muz sae peilin did a gd job todae. tha way she handles tink was simply gd. yahz. dats my vice captain. kip up tha gd job.!!

@2:53 AM

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