Did the sun just come out or did you just smile at me?

down with the bloody flu like agn.
it seems like someone has cast an evil spell on me or smth,
or else why does the flu bug keep coming back to me?
oh great! & to make me feel "better",
my entire family went out w/o me on a family day. wtfh!
tht's okay, kimberly's strong, she'll hold in there.
hmpf, im so ptff now.
though im sick, I'll nvr forget to pamper myself.
ordered pizza(the delivery guy was HOT!heh heh),
rent vcds from fajar shopping centre.HAHA.
& rot in my air con room with my lappy the whole day :]

eric brightens my day though,
he called me, gei gei ask how im doing but
actually wanna ask me for my schedule. LOL.
then I said im so sick alrd, still wanna force me go to work.
he jokingly said because he misses me, so sweet hur. laughs.
I told him I miss him too & the rest of em' la, hasnt been working for so long now.
& he said," really? thn what are you waiting for, come to work NOW!" hahahahha.
tht crazy fellow, he even said he'll buy liang cha for me when I report for work :]
after we hang up, he msged me asking me to take care & report for work soon,
his liang cha dont wait for ppl too long one. wahahahahhahas. I laugh till peng.
the weekends just pass by so quickly agn,
& I didnt do anything productive. hahaha.
I can predict monday blues for me tmr!
RAHHHHHHHHH.
my family is back, off to show em' my pissed face.
wahahhaha.


Sometimes I wish I was a little kid again cause
skinned knees are easier to fix than broken hearts.

More than just sisters.

Kimmy & I have always had a special kind of bond,
we were the only kids in the family before our parents divorce
& had quite a hard time adjusting to the change after mom got to know my present dad.
I dont call my present dad step dad because I feel tht he does a better job as a dad compared to my own dad.
through the years, we were stuck with each other,
not tht it was bad or anything but we had our share of argument & fights.
although I would nvr admit it, I always looked up to her.
somewhere along the way, she became known as bathing queen & my nickname became buggy.
I would try to hang out with her & her friends, only to be kicked out of the room,
eventually eavesdropping at the door on their juicy conversations.
whenever she had a date, im like being tortured.
she would ask if this look good on her or tht dress was better,
if she was putting on too much make up, does this jeans make her thighs look bigger,
stuffs like this & I would always say she look good in anything, to calm her down. HAHA!

Kimmy & I even went thru a "prank phrase".
I dont rmb who started it but we went thru weeks of Vaseline-covered phones,
short sheeted beds & frozen underwear- yes, frozen underwear. LOL!
eventually, our parents had to break it up, for some of the tricks were getting out of hand
& although they were intended for each other, sometimes the effects ricocheted our parents.
of course, being sisters, we also experienced our share of fighting over toilets, teevee remote, clothes & stealing, I mean borrowing each other's things.
even though we occasionally, okay daily, got into fights,
we could nvr remain angry at each other for long.
when I was in secondary sch & kimmy moved on to poly,
she got to know jerry on the first day of poly & jerry borrowed a pen from her. wahahaha!
tht day when she got back from sch, we were in our room
& she started telling me bout her first day in sch.
she talked about the few cute guys in her class & jerry was one of em'
she said jerry was cute & tall but he didnt even bring a pen to sch,
thus the first impression he gave my sister wasnt good though.
BUT they eventually fall in love.
once in awhile she asked me if I would like to go out with em' & I would eagerly reply YES.
as the years progress, she would let me tag along with her & jerry to the movies or out ot eat,
she shared with me her ups & dwns in her relationship & I shared my crush with her too.

the day she said she was moving to jerry's, was the hardest day for me.
though she tried to comfort me by saying," I'll be back often with lots of goodies for you & we'll always be sisters no matter the distance right."
tht night I miss her more than anything
& I cried for the next few nights w/o her by my side.
I became the "elder child" at hm & although I thought it was going to be great to recieve all the extra attention & lesser compeition for the toilet, I hated it.
I had more fights with mom, more supervision & worst of all, more chores.
adjusting to her absence at hm wasnt easy & once in awhlie, I would catch myself yelling," come eat dinner, mom, dad, sherry & kim."
though she did really come back quite often with goodies for me,
I still miss staying under one roof with her.
I miss urguing with her,
I miss before-bed love stories from her,
I miss telling her what's going on in my life every night,
above all, I miss my big sister.

last saturday night, she called me, frustrated with work & life.
we had always been able to call each other & talk about stuff but this conversation was different.
she told me her troubles & tht jerry's going to serve his NS soon.
& just ytd night(the night jerry booked in), she came back hm, standing at our doorway, crying.
I didnt know what to say, I just hugged her & cried with her.
I know tht she's going through a tough time, with jerry not by her side now.
I tried my best to comfort her & give her good advice.
ytd night I went from being her little sister to being a trusted source of listening & support.
I told her tht I would always be there for her & she was my best friend.
& she wrote a poem for me(tryna show off her gift for literature like always.HAHA)
& left it on my desk before she went for work this morning.
we both came to the realization tht we're more than just sisters, we're the best of friends:]

been to heaven & back :]

hasnt been blogging cause ive got so many projects in hand!
RAHHHHHH~
so I guess this post is gonna be a long one :]

tuesday-24th oct o6'
went to town with my best bud.
had so much fun & brought stuffs tht I needed.
my vans were not really comfortable at first wear but I guess they'll be fine after a few more wears.
jassy saw a bag tht she really liked but as usual, she thinks too much & didnt buy it.
but she brought a top though.
she've changed to a more sensible adult. heh heh.
I hope I could be like her too, so proud of her.
cause sometimes, I buy things & regret buying it ltr on:(
we took neo prints as well, after sucha long time.
was trying to scan it so tht I could post it here BUT im an idiot
& am having problem operating my new scanner & getting the image to look bigger.
oh wells, maybe i'll get mom to help me ltr on. (she knows more bout computing thn me; i feel like an idiot now!) hahahahaha.

wednesday-25th oct o6'
started sch early but ended real late,
all because of tht stinky EM T-lecturer,
she forced me to complete my previous reviews(which are like mths ago one lor) before I could leave.
& tht took me a fucking couple of hours to complete, plenty of my brain cells were dead at the end of tht session I tell you.
didnt manage to watch a movie with jassy but did manage to catch a 3 plus show with jovey & WL at lot 1.
watched Talladega Nights, a reallllllyyy dumb show.
I cant appreciate the dirty jokes & jokes tht were so cold, no no i should say icy.
the storyline was typical & a lil ridiculous.
went hm & fall alsp on my couch.
& today, I had a long but fun day at sch.
cabbed hm with jo cause it was raining cats & dogs.



Great opportunities to help others seldom come,
but small ones surround us daily:]

MAN UTD ROCKS!

YAY YAY YAY !
MANCHESTER UTD WON;
MAN UTD 2, LIVERPOOL 0.
HAHAHAHA!

Im simply too happpppyyyyyy!
all thanks to Scholesy's strike on his 500th appearance & Rio Ferdinand's classy goal :]

You're just my cup of tea.

I CANT STAND GIRLS WHO OBEY THEIR MCP TYPE BF!

it all started when one of my poly friend(a girl), came up to me & complained about her MCP.
tht pig(the guy) is really a typical MCP!
she has to report to tht pig everywhr she goes,
if ever she doesnt pick up his call, tht pig will go nuts,
she has to dump all her ex-boyfriends photo,
she cant wear skirts, tank top etc,(the only clothes she can wear are jeans & tees)
she cant have a conversation with males other thn tht pig,
she has to be home by 8pm to chat with tht pig online, ( while most of the time, when tht pig's online, it's away playing dota.) THT'S WHY I HATE DOTA & FUCKING BASTARD LIKE THT PIG!
she cant go out with her friends(including ME) w/o it's fucking permission.
she cant cut her hair w/o it's fucking permission,
im really sick of hearing her say,"My boyfriend wont allow me to cut my hair blah blah blah...."
& I feel its time to free her of male subjugation by de- rapunzelling her, so I brought her to cut her hair! wahahahhaa.
there's alot more rubbish she has to put up with!
I just cant list it all.
on top of tht, its not like tht pig is really handsome/charming or rich & definitely NOT caring!
its not like my friend dont have the criteria to attract other guys.
I dont uds why she wants to put up with these shit.
fucking piece of ridiculous shit.

what's with the "dont allow me" shit, girls?
is tht the way of saying "he likes it so I oblige him"?
OR
have you truly appointed him keeper of ur locks, looks & even ur life?
I wont lie, this really irks me BIG TIME!
when a boyfriend told you to dump this or tht because he doesnt like it,
you shld have told him to find a gullible doormat who'd interpret his insecurity as concern.
no man has the right to treat girls/women this way.
no man has the right to say these words to girls/women:"I dont allow you to...."
what are you? A pomeranian?
& ideally every girl/women would say to sucha men:"I wont allow you to talk to me like tht."
tht's the attitude!
MCPs seriously pisses me off!

There is no remedy for love but to love more.

Hopelessness sounds like a homeless person,
sitting with a bucket,begging.
It feels like emptiness,nobody giving.
It smells like a dirty sewer.
It tastes like wood,which I might gnaw on,
It looks like sadness's drawing closer.

What we dwell on is who we become.

HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY PEH XIAO XUE:))
I wish you all the best eh.
& I want to say I love you on your birthday!
stay pretty & happy forever ya xD

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO KENJI WU TOO!
祝你唱片大买。 爱你喔！

im really glad to say im not late for EM this morning,
which im always late for cause it starts at bloody 8am.
& yq overslept today. so funny la she, she msged me:
"heh heh heh, I overslept today eh.
think coming for struct-prog ltr & the stupid dummy talk."
she's like so happy tht she overslept. LOL!
actually lessons end at 12pm today but cause of the fucking
cha-develop talk which starts at 3pm, we have to linger ard
till 3pm & go back to sch agn for tht talk which ends at 4plus:(
luckily ive fiq, yq & guys to accompany me. whahaha.
we went to lot 1 & played pool.
fiq taught me how to play & stuffs bout the angles. LOL!
he's so hilarious, while skye was aiming, he went to pull his boxers
& did so many stupid stuffs.
all of us laughed so loud, ppl in the room kept staring at us. whahaha.
but he's good man, yq actually didnt even got a chance to hit anything
& fiq already put in every ball. hahahaha.
all of us stunned! thn the other guys teased him, kept on calling him pro~ ah.
had so much fun & laughter la xD

kelly jiu jiu just came back from Japan &
he's now at my place being santa claus.HAHA!
he went to attend one of his classmates wedding,
then ah ma asked him when will it be his turn?LOL!
he's so lame, he turned to me & whisper:
kelly:"old aunties like YOUR ah ma always come up to me at/after weddings,
poking me in the ribs and cackling, telling me, "You're next right?"
kim:" what MY ah ma, also YOUR mom lei.
anyway, aunties all same pattern one la."
kelly:" you know how to make em' stop?"
kim:" how?"
kelly:"they stopped after I started doing the same thing to them at funerals."
kim:" WAHAHAHAHA! IDIOT! I tell ah ma, you die"
kelly:" dont la, dont la, you really 舍得meh, 我这么疼你!
why everyone in my family are so lame-.-


In prosperity our friends know us; in adversity we know our friends

Where there is love, there is pain.


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I LOVE YOU <3!

Wars are caused by undefended wealth.

ytd met ping at bpp to accompany her 修眉毛。
she was so pissed & irritated cause her 眉毛 was so thin.
& the right side looks like its bald then she want to buy
eye brow pencil to patch up her bald eye brow. wahahahaha.
I laugh till I cant stop la.
she very funny ah, always make me laugh. bui tahan.
then we went to rent vcds & dvds, have our dinner at mos burger
& brought cakes at cartel for rain & her sister.
thn this ping was telling me something & she said:
“ 你知道他们很什么的， 又那么那样！” smth like this,
& I said: " can you use more adjectives anot,
how am I supposed to know what you're saying. LOL"
see, I told you she makes me laugh!
& for the rest of the day, we were at rain's place watching shows:)

we had a sleep-over but we didnt even sleep.
no no, I shld say ping & rain didnt even sleep
cause I slept for bout 2 hrs or less.
the whole night we were gossiping & chit chating.
full of laughter & fun. hahahahaha.
& I think I love the bed I slept on ytd night. LOL!
I had such "wonderful" dreams. *grins*
I wanna tear dwn rain's air-con too! heh heh heh.
and yah, I skipped sch today, with no MC, im so dead la.
mr sen is so gonna kill me. why am I so lazy?! RAHHH.
so circumstantially, rain's jiu jiu(chris) studies in the same poly as me
& taking the same course & we both have the same test on the same day. HAHA!
actually I was the one who was supposed to pass him the test paper after my test
but I didnt go to sch today so now it's vice versa. wahahahas!


why have you changed so much?!

"Do-so" is more important than "say-so."


ytd was jassy's birthday & we gave her a surprise. LOL!
rain, mango, me & eddie went to her place at 12am sharp.
we lighted the candles & stuffs then waited for her to open the door
& she took soo~ long causing the candles to melt on the cake. hahahaha.
we sang her the birthday song at her door way. LOL! damn funny.
ate the cake & we chatted till dawn.
had sucha great time!
after we left her place, we went to tw mac for breakfast.
thn mango went to sch & we went back hm for beauty slp:))

I woke up at bout 1 plus, had my lunch thn went over to rain's place.
slept for awhile & rainy was playing her DDR online.
so childish la her. hahahahaha.
not long after, mango came over & we chatted & watched rainy play DDR online at the same time.
rainy's sister damn funny, keep on entertaining us with really cold jokes. HAHA!
in the night, rainy went out for dinner with her family so mango came over to my place.
& mango was really very funny, she has to fill up this form in sch to report why she didnt go to sch the other day & guess what she wrote?
she wrote "rashes grown." omg! I laugh till my stomach cramp can. LOL!
after rainy finished her dinner, we went over to play mj till 3am in the morning.
thn mango & I went back home.
TIRED!
& I still have to go to work ltr on at plaza sing):


Advice is what we ask for when we already know the answer but wish we didn't.

There is no better soporific and sedative than skepticism.

I HATE PPL WHO BULLIES SENIOR CITIZENS!
RAHHHHHH.....
rain & I was having our lunch at cc's coffee shop today.
then there's this maid, who was with an ah ma in a wheelchair.
the ah ma not only has difficulty in walking, she also has difficulty in speaking too.
so when she was ordering her food, the shop auntie cant really uds her.
(the confusion was whether the ah ma wanna take away or eat there.)
& the bloody maid actually blamed the ah ma,
like as if she can speak properly, she dont want. MAD WOMAN!
she doesnt have a choice right!
I hope retribution really exists man.
& the maid is like so fcuking rude to the ah ma la.
she snatched the money from the ah ma to pay for the food!
& when the ah ma asked her whether can buy water for her or smth like tht,
the maid said:" dont have la, no no.(& she rolled her eyes and diao the ah ma!)
at tht instance, I really wanna take my fork & stab her eyes.
I want to possess a kind of special power.
the kind tht if any ppl like this bloody maid walk pass me,
they'll be destroyed straight away!
this way, i'll nvr get to see this kind of ppl appear before me anymore*evil laughter*
no no no, let's make it BAD PPL.
why cant ppl have more benignity?! why?

im so tired now.
played bball for two days straight.
today, hui ping was our "secret weapon".LOL!
saw fishy & renee as well.
& I dont know why but I really miss seconday sch days.
I wish I could turn back time, you know, you know!
now everyone's moving on, so hard to meet up & stuffs):
though some of us still keep in touch.

lantern festival is tmr!
my mom is so funny, she asked me whether I want a lantern! omg!
I told her:" Do you know how old am I already, still carry what lantern!"
then she repiled:" everytime I buy smth for sherry,
you'll say why you dont have what. so I asked you in case you complain agn!"
can someone kill me? why do I have sucha silly mom?
during secondary sch days we used to play with candles
& the one tht looks like a mini firework.
I dont know what it is called la. hahaha.
we were so carefree during those times.
sweet memories!


when I wanted fancy things,
diamond watches, diamond rings,
you gave me your hand,
cause only you could understand.

Life is either a daring adventure, or nothing.

sch has been really great these few days(:
& I think ive kindda pass on my virus to qing. LOL!
she's sick now:((
& wont be going to sch on thursday,
cause thursday is the day where we have the most lesson, cunning fellow!
so I guess thurs i'll be hanging out with the guys thn.
now ive realised the importance of you(qing)! hahaha.
though I click with the guys
BUT BUT BUT
they're always playing dota in between breaks:((
RAHHHHHHH. I HATE DOTA LA!
fiq taught me how to play once
but I really have no interest or perhaps im really wols. LAUGHS!
since then fiq has been teasing me about tht. ARR!

today gems lesson was full of fun & laughter.
anyway, my gems was "Better Pronunciation For Beter Speech"
too bad it wasnt " Better Mandarin Pronunciation For Better Speech."
otherwise my peers would nvr get to hear my
much(cause its uncountable) funny mandarin mispronunciations anymore.
I think duckie is quite suitable for this gems too. *big grin*
this sem's modules are certainly much more interesting,
I got to learn how to write programmes & more practical! YEEPEES!
it would be so much better if lectures were reduced by 50%.


One, you're like a dream come true.
Two, just wanna be with you.
Three, girl it's plain to see tht ur the only one for me.
Four, repeat steps one to three.
Five, make you fall in love with me.
If ever I believe my work is done thn I'll start back at one.
-back at one, Brain McKnight.

It's as if my heart knows your the missing piece.

ITS JUST ME ; LOVE ME.
18 yrs of tragedy.
stinky stubborn.
always sensitive.
I have a changing personality
I am who I am.
<3 MOM:)
<3 chocolates.
<3 friends&famillayye♥
<3 netball.
<3 vintageAUDIO :D
<3 BAKERY.
<3 decorations.
<3 TRAVELLING.
<3 people who sterotype.
<3 Hypocrites.
<3 Cigars inventors
<3 Morning lectures.
<3 Guys with humongous EGO.
<3 Restrictions.
<3 MCP(s)

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I don't love you.

Well, when you go
Don't ever think I'll make you try to stay
And maybe when you get back
I'll be off to find another way

And after all this time that you still owe
You're still the good-for-nothing I don't know
So take your gloves and get out
Better get out
While you can

When you go
Would you even turn to say
"I don't love you, like I did, yesterday"

Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading
So sick and tired of all the needless beating
But baby when they knock you
Down and out
It's where you oughta stay

And after all the blood that you still owe
Another dollar's just another blow
So fix your eyes and get up
Better get up
While you can
Whoa, whooa

When you go
Would you even turn to say
"I don't love you, like I did, yesterday"

Well come on, come on

When you go
Would you have the guts to say
"I don't love you, like I loved you, yesterday"

I don't love you, like I loved you, yesterday

I don't love you, like I loved you, yesterday