Sunday, July 24, 2005
deepAndmeaningless.__ cariingAbouteuuIswadHurts.__
i care about euu bud i feel like it doesnt matter,,,
then i think about how bad i want euu and it only makes me sadder,,,
all the thousands of miles away euu live,,,
so bad i wish euu were mine,,,
i think about euu every niite,,,
euu are in my drreams my every siite,,,
euu tell me euu lorve mi,,,
bud i know its jus in the friendly way,,,
i know euu will never fall in lorve wif mi,,,
i know i will probably not see euu for a while,,,
for euu i would walk a thousand miles,,,
becos i truly lorve euu,,,
jusFrens.__
we're frens bud could we be mre.?
i sit and wonder if when euu gif mi a hug gd buais or call mi on the phone.
ish that a sign.................?
do eu care the way i do.?
do euu sit and wonder about these things t0o.?
when euu touch mi, my heart skips a beat.
when euu look into my eyes, i carn think.
could we ever be mre than frens.?
do euu lie awake ad niite and tink of mi.
do euu drream of the nxt tym euu'll see mi.?
becos i do.
i haf one question--could we ever be mre than frens.?
kiims` .//giraffe.//
o.9481274.o
@2:11 PM
Monday, July 18, 2005
its his birthday. //.its`his`birthday.//
todae celebrated his birthday in sch. hahas.
wif the cake i brought. they threw it at him lehs.
guess he was super dirty. hahas.
then my ''good'' frens were teasing me all the way.
damn.!! i was so ps. really cant stand them.
always have to make me so ps. bud its for fun i know.
nvm. at least i enjoyed myself today.
hope he enjoyed himself tuu.
im sad he din even sae a thank you
when i gif him the present and stuffs.
fred said he was shy. wth.!! wads dere tuh be shy about huh.?
he's a guy man. comeon. as a gal i tink ive done aload alr.
forget it. at least i wun regret not doing it.
bud i was thinking. after doin so much stuffs.
he didnt even respond. does dat mean he dun gif a damn or wad.?
melbe he treated me as a fren all along nth mre.
i was jus being stupid and naive.
shld jus forget bout him. guess its tym.!!!
:: back tuh the sad past ::
kiims` //.giraffe.//
@9:58 PM
Sunday, July 17, 2005
//.tml ish his birthday.// :: tml ish his birthday ::
jovey told mi he ate finish the cookies.
am i supposed tuh be happie or sad.?
i realli dunno. bud guess im sad now.
cos my present din seem important tuh him ad all.
he left it ad jovey's hse can.
so how do euu feel when euu're treated lidat.?
sad. confused. angry. yea rite i feel it all.
if euu doesnt lyk mi. why dun euu jus sae it.?
dun let mi be the last tuh noe.!!!
waitin lyk a fool. damn it.!! i hate tis feelins.
we're jus nort meant tuh be.
no one noes wads goin on behind dese smiles.
kiims` __9481274
i hate waitin.!!
my infatuation lasts for 4 yrs. aint it ironical.? bet it is. damn.!!
@5:14 PM
Saturday, July 16, 2005
o3//mre//daes&means//birthday HAPPIE BIRTHDAY TUH MUHAIMIN.!!!! hahas.
happie birthday muhaimin.
wish euu all the best in everitink euu does.
may god bless euu tuu. hahas.
enjoy urself hors. lols.
and its gonna be his birthday in o3 daes tym.
todae went tuh ms wif vone fred jo claron jeremy yh and sean.
dan pl and eve join us ltr.
nth much realli happen lohs.
quite sian lars. walk and walk and walk onli.
quite dumb tuu. bud took quite a no. of pics. nice.!!!
gave him the cookies thru jovey.
wanna noe so much wads his reaction. hais.
guess its jus a orhs lohs.
noe his pattern de. hias.
he will nvr lyk mii. dats for sure.
sad i am bud i gotta accept the facts dun i.?
i've learn tuh take tinks easy & learn tuh let go.
lyk wad my mum told mii.
wads mine will be mine. wads not mine will nvr be.
dats useful for mii. hahas.
kiims`.___9481274.\
-Lorve-
@12:43 AM
Thursday, July 14, 2005
.//o4'mre'daes//. [ o4 mre daes ]
im so bored now. hahas. waitin for reine tuh cum.
i carn start my baking cos ive gort no eggs. lols.
guess who im baking for tis tym.? hahas.
kip guessing i wun tell euu. hees.
im soo friggin anxious bout tml. woohoos.!!!
so mani questions flashin cross ma mind now.
i simply dunno wad tuh do.
how am i gonna pass him tha stuff wif so mani ppl ard.?
help mii.!!! hahas. tink im jus gonna put it into a bag.
save mii all tha trouble. and ppl wun noe bout it. lols.
aint i smart.? ahaas.i miss him so much. duhs.!!
okiies. gonna stop here for now. enjoy ur stay.!! hahas.
kiims` ___9481274
//.giiraffe.//
@3:20 PM
Monday, July 04, 2005
* fun.dae * [x] fun.dae [x]
last fri after sch went tuh cc tuh play bball.
then played till 6 plus.
went hm bath slept for awhile and went out agn.
hahas. nice lyfestyle huh.? lols.
went tuh ling ying's hse[hp fren] tuh play majong.
played till 2 plus lidat dan all tired le.
bud we cracked aload of jokes alond tha wae.
hahas. joked for lyk 1/2 an hr before leaving.
before dat, shu fen asked mii tuh call yh cos she carn get thru chuan li.
lols. dan i dunno wan sae wad when he picked up tha phone so i sae:
ish chuan li in. lols. sound so dumb ryte. haahas. dan he sae: euu call my hp find my bro.
dan i tell him ish becos shu fen carn get thru his hp lars.
after he put down tha phone. he msg mii.
i was lyk so happie euu noe. hahas. bui tahan. kip luffing.
becum veri high alreadi. lols.
dan went tuh mit chuan li.
reach pasir ris. sit on tha sand and wait for tha "sunset". hahahahas.
it was quiet and calm. nice feelings.
dan we went back at 6:3oam lidat lohs. din get tuh see tha "sunset".
reach sch saw him and he kip on sayin i disturb his slp. lols.
kip repeating lehs. lyk ah gong. same lyk claron alreadi. hahas.
went hm after breakfast. carn go out cos mum was angry dat i din went hm for tha whole nyte.
so dey came tuh my hse.
chaun li reine shu fen played majong lohs.
dan bitch oso came. spoiled my dae.
tink dats all. bud i jus carn figure out why yh and chuan li ish so diff. hahas.
his bro ish handsome lehs. bud he lyk uncle. hahas.
i still lorve euu.!!
@4:44 PM
