Friday, March 25, 2005
..))happi3st.dae((.. woohaaaaz,. lolz,. ytd went tuh watch movie wif yanhan,jovey,claron,alvin,nat,sean,wen xiong,reine,jasmine and eve,. tha show we watched was tha eye 10,. it was so0oo scary bud at tha sam tym farnie,. i occupied almost half of eve's seat and was covering my face thru out tha show c0z i was tuu scare larz,. hahaz,. call mi timid i dun care,. i'm juz scare,. hahaz,.
dat stupid claron gort up kicked my seat,. nvm,. bud he kicked eve seat and it hit my head,. omg,. it hurt lyk hell,. guess it was a lil' swollen tuu,. hahaz,. so suay,. dan he kip disturbing lohz,. tha show was scary enuff and he has tuh make it worse,. he came so0o close tuh my ear and sae dat when i get hm ltr it's gonna appaered in my hse,. wth,. he scared tha shit out of mi,. dan dat yanhan oso,. kip kickin my chair and eve's juz tuh scare us,. stupid lohz,. dan he said:" kimberly,. ltr tha ball will appaered juz beside eu,." stupid rytez,. wanna scare mi oso,.
bud i was happie,. hahaz,. why,.? needa sae mehz,. lolx,. coz he's dere lohz,. he sat quite near mi tuu,. dat makes mi even happier,. hahaz,. btw,. jas almost told claron and sean dat i lyk him,. bud luckily din,. hahaz,. if she did i would haf died,. hahaz,.
todae jas dey all went tuh sentosa,. guess dey had a great tym,. i din go cuz of my mum lohz,. haiz,. bud nvm lohz,. dere's still gonna be chances tuh go,. =)
shhe ssaaw uus waalkiin t0ogeether
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waas iit myy faaullt,.?
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Thursday, March 17, 2005
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.+. kLasS 3d .+. 
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i.miss.d0se.daes.s0.much
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dats mi,. yerPx,. my oLd hairstyle,. miss it soo muchie,.
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LuRfe** 
cute rytez,.!!!hahax,. i realli wanna noe dat,.
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+ co0L sh0w + went tuh watch lemony ytd,. it was so nice,. i lurfe sunny soo much,. she's soo cute,. tha st0ryline was amazin tuu,. i lurfe dat movie tuh bitx,. its one of tha nicest movie i've ever watched,. muz catch it,.!!
actually i din wanna watch dat movie or rather din wan tuh step out of my hse c0z i'm veri veri tired,. lolx,. bud i've already promised jas and rain[scare jas will sc0ld mi oso,.hahax,.] s0 juz went lohz,. din regret my decision,. heex,. after tha movie we went hm,. bud reine sae she wanna go cc,. tuh see sum0ne,.dunn0 wh0 lohz,. hahax,. dan sit awhile onli she sae wanna go back liaoz,. i so sh0ck,. in tha end realised ish she tot i wanna go back le dan she sae she wanna go back de,. bud actually she dun wanna go back de,. get it,.? hahax,. so its a misunderstanding,. yerpx,. hahax,.
went tuh cc din saw him oso,. quite disappointed,. sumhow i juz feel dat he lyks stef,. cuz dat dae when she goes for her outdoor tinkgy he seems so moody lohz,. lyk zi bi zi bi wan,. haiz,. he seems sad dat she's going away for a few days lohz,. haiz,. dat now his nick ish waiting,. melbe he means waitin for her tuh cum back bahz,. haiz,. aniwae,. shall juz take wad cums my wae lohz,. i carn do anitink oso wad,. bud if stef noe he lyks her dan why she ask mi tuh tell him my feelings,.? why tell mi dun gif up,.? if tis ish really tha truth dan i would realli be extremely sad + disappointed bahz,. haiz,. i juz noe nort tuh truth her ever agn,.
ii waannaa n00e waadz happeeniing,,..?? wo.shi.bu.shi.ai.chuo.le,.?? ii.LuuuRfee.eeeeuUuUuU..
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Wednesday, March 16, 2005
+ my bo0 + 
him.and.cendric
at cc lohz,.first tym g0rt his pic,. hahax,. i noe s0und weird larz,. lolx,.
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Monday, March 14, 2005
quite happie cum sad,. sat was goin tuh watch shenzhe trg bud it started tuh rain and deir trg was canceled,. tot i wasn't gonna be able tuh see him le,. haiz,. BUD he show up ltr,. hahaz,. so happie,. reine and mi was actualli sittin at tha basketball court doin nth,. so sianz,. bud when he showed up,. lolz,. i was so happie,. nort sian liaoz,. lolz,.
bud we din tok much,. nvm,. i'm still happie,. get tuh see him can le,. bud tink no mre chance le,. he ish quittin soon,. so lesser chance tuh see him liaoz,. yerpz,. bud i still get tuh see him in klass everidae,. lolz,. no loss,. lolz,.
stiiL lurfinng hiim,.ii LuRffee hiim,.realii do0,.
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Tuesday, March 08, 2005
_sumtink happie_ finally,. sumtink great or rather nice happen tuh mi todae,. lolz,. i'm so happie even if he didn't meant it,. heez,. so swit of him aniwae,. he finished his work already,. therefore he took his stuffs and went out of tha classrm,. i tot he was goin hm,. so said bye,. nort long ltr,. he came back,. eve asked:" cum back for wad,.?" he repiled:" wait for kim larz,.!" muhahahahazZ.... so happie,. i might be flyin dan,. lolz,. overjoyed,. my response was :" yahz larz yahz larz"( nort in an attitude tone) dan i luff,. hahaz,. dan he really waited lehz,. bud guess he's waitin for claron bahz,. aniwae,. i'm so happie,. really carn describe how i really feel,. bud i might be thinkin tuU much into it le larz,. bud nvm,. guess its fine,. he oso dunno wad,. hahaz,. dan walked tuh canteen together,. he stand beside mi,. dan i was so scared,. scared dat shuyi see le will jealous,. bud luckily she nort in canteen,. yupz,.
shuyi wrote mi a letter,. sayin she was sorrie and wadever larz,. i dunno why,. bud i carn bring myself tuh believe her at all,. guess it's becoz tha pain she inflicted on mi was tuu deep,. she shld be sorrie bud nort tuh mi,. bud tuh herself,. she's hurtin herself double by hurtin mi,. i really carn bring myself tuh forgif her now,. guess i'm juz tuu petty,. i'm nort sumone wif a big heart,. if i'm one dan i shld haf forgiven her by now,. bud why i've nort,.? i really dunno,. i'm readin tis book on forgiveness,. it has helped mi look at tinkz in totally different ways,. i've change,. in terms of thinking i guess,.
well,. bout tha 13 wanders,. i really feel so disappointed wif certain ppl,. haiz,. we even tot of (doin wad dey did tuh us back tuh em')=revenge,. bud
REVENGE WOULD MERELY TAKE US DEEPER IN OUR PAIN,. we would haf tuh bear tha additional burden of having acted out of character,. we'd oso haf tuh live wif tha knowledge and gulit that,. under pressure,. we respond as badly as dose who hurt us,. SCORES DO MORT GET EVENED BY RETALIATION,. THEY DOUBLE,.
[[ ,.th0ugh tha mem0ries may stilL hurt,. i refuSe tuh let em d0minatE mi,. ]]
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Friday, March 04, 2005
t0ugh t0ugh tough s0 tired t0dae,.i'm so pissed,.during netball,.onli gort so few defenders dan we run lyk sia0z,.even xia0xue was s0 pissed lohz,.can eu imagined h0w tired we were,.?i was s0 unhappie wif shar0n's system,.aniwae juz veri tired larz,.after running 20 rdz,.my feet felt lyk dey were pulled dwn by huge st0nes,.hahaz,.i noe veri useless larz,.
dan went tuh eat dinner wif reine & eunice lohz,.hahaz,.t0k so much lehz,.hahaz,.i lurfe tis kindda life,.i dun wanna leave secondary sch at all,.realli bu she de lehz,.i will miss eunice,.jassie,.reine,.ting,.vone,.him,.jovey,. sean,.fred,.mean,.faris,.sharil,.heez,. dunno gort miss out anione,. hahaz,. if yesh,. dan sorrie worz,. h0pe i would haf a peaceful yr ahead,. lolz,.
tink it's realli gonna be over le bahz,. we trusted each other so much last tym,.till dunno when,. when DEY DEY DEY,. cum in tuh our grp,. pullin ppl out,. wth,.i realli dun lyk all tis happening,. plottin against each other,. ish dat wad frenz are for,.? i dun tink so,. aniwae i dun tink its totalli dey're fault,. deir plan went smoothly,. tis juz show dat our frenship ish vulnerable,. damnit,. ish it worth it,.? i feel so totally pissed,. juz becuz of sum outsiders,.
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Tuesday, March 01, 2005
[[+ s0rriE.i.deirc.agn +]] reine. i didn't mean tuh cry de. bud i realli carn control. i dun wan tuh tink about dose tinkz bud it realli haunts mi. i face em everidae. both of em. how am i nort tuh tink of it.? i feel so terrible. i deirc in tha toilet todae. before recess. tha first tym i wanna break dwn in class. dun wan ppl tuh noe so i run tuh toilet lohz. i noe it sound so stupid. i oso feel real stupid. stupid for everitink. for lykin him for lurfin him for tinkin of him for waitin for him for cryin for him. for everitink dat i've done. i can cry anitym aniwhr now. bud i dun wan. i control cuz i noe ish nort worth it de. bud dere are sum tyms when i realli carn stand it le.
todae she was juz sittin infront beside of mi. i feel so uncomfortable even haf tha urge tuh juz walk away bud i've tuh wait for reine & jas so no choice. haiz. saw her sittin dere i feel lyk cryin agn. i feel so weak. i feel so useless cryin over small lil' tinkz. wad ish happenin tuh mi.? i realli dunno le. shall juz live as tym goes by bahz. haiz. i'm sad agn. melbe i've nvr been happie.
bbaacckk ttuuhh dd00ssee ssaadd ssaadd ddaayyzz aaggnn....
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