And Yet I Die
by kimberly

i see the stars sparkling so bright, within the moon kissed sky.
i hear the lark so sweetly sing, amidst the morning dawn.
i smell the flower full in bloom and see their royal pomp.
and yet some place so deep within, im shrouded and im closed.
the brilliance there i cant see, in mists of misery.
enshrined inside, unable thus, to touch the warmth within.
i gaze upon this passion spent and yet,
inside i die.


we shall meet someday,
in the kingdom whr angels kiss.

im just your quintessential art of imperfecto.










rainbow cupcakes:)))))
i say its colourful!
best friend, you miss it didnt you?
i miss you la, loved.

today, mum gave me permission to skipped sch :D
cause this old illness of mine-gastric, is acting up agn.
tht's the result of not eating your meals regularly children.
listen to mama and papa, kids or you'll regret cause ur mama and papa will be so proud tht they will keep on making you feel worse by saying:" i told you blah blah blah."
proud freaks!

hmwks for the day:
o1. blog comments(CRS)
o2. essay(CRS)
o3. mindmap(CRS)
o4. 4 excercises(EM)
o5. tutorial qns(DE)
o6. tutorial qns(PEEE)

notice CRS which is critical reasoning skills has the most hmwk for the day and its not one of the core sub mind you. im so glad its only a semester module. HA HA.

they've been said a thousand times but they mean more td.

i just cant stand another fight.

they wont stop till they've reached their dreams.

Your Career Type: Investigative

You are precise, scientific, and intellectual.Your talents lie in understanding and solving math and science problems. You would make an excellent: Architect - Biologist - ChemistDentist - Electrical Technician - MathematicianMedical Technician - Meteorologist - PharmacistPhysician - Surveyor - Veterinarian The worst career options for your are enterprising careers, like lawyer or real estate agent.

What's" Your Ideal Career?

sis brought me a birk and escada's island kiss perfume !
i love you la sis:)))

td met faizah and sathya on my way home and we did some catching up.
time truly files i must say.
and i miss all my classmates.
digital electronics was a mess td.
her magic didnt work once agn ! how am i gonna make it thru MST?
i think god cant even help me now:(((
yah, i skipped ONE lesson td.
i've been having this pulling-myself-outta-bed feeling every single morning.
you can nvr and i said NVR uds my agony.
im going back to dear mr DIGITAL ELECTRONICS TXTBK:((
lastly, i visited the toilet multiple times td !


.well-behaved womens nvr make history.

im so so so HIGH !

as usual, was on my way home from sch.
the journey which i totally dread cause no one was there to acc me:(
i was slp-ing on the train like always.
then suddenly, this guy sat dwn beside me and i sense smth familiar!(his perfume-so man can)
omg, its the guy whom i called LRT HUNK. hahahahas.
and i just cant stop smilling alright:))
im so high just mentioning him, thn i msg-ed reine and share my excitement with her. LOL !
and he is still carrying the same bag as last yr. hahas.
td's presentation was not tht bad afterall and mr sng seem amused by our product. hahas.
the rest of the day was spent burying myself in mathematics!
fri is the test and omg, im so unprepared la:(


do you see my many personalities?

you just saw ur pain

lyk a kid waiting after sch
so tell me how come you nvr showed?

durian delights i love:))))))))))

get your hands off my trigger.

a true friend stabs you in the front:)

MARINA OUTING :)))

19th may 2oo6:

it was fri and i started sch early and ended early too:)
then i rushed home to feed colby baby. hhas.
baby seems to have a thing for my ears, he likes to lick em'.
HE IS ONE SWWEETTT CUTTIE !- MY EYECANDY.
took him out for a short walk and bath him when we got home.
then i put him to bed so tht i could go to bed too. LOL

meet jasmine first then fishy.
in fact, fishy was on the same train with us all along.
we thn took the train to marina and when we alight from the train, guess who we saw alighting the train too?
it was xiao xue and eunice. LOL !
so coincidentally we all arrived at the same place and the same time:))
duckie and rainy were late! so we went to the place first.
they only arrived when we were halfway full alr. lols.
they brought water from another place cause the water sold there was very expensive i guess.
due to duckie's habit, xiao xue and i had to transfer coke from its original 1.5 litres bottle to fishy's small water bottle and we were caught by the stall owner.
she warned us tht we're not allowed to bring water from outside.
it was hilarious and at the same time humiliating.
AND REINE BROUGHT ONE BOX OF TISSUE PAPER ! laughs.
she kept on emphasizing tht it was useful too.
duckie was practicing her communication skills the whole night, non-stop, the only time she stops was when she was eating. LOL.
went to the arcade for some fun.
jas and rain played the lost world and im their coin changer cum inserter. lols. we had a great time inside tht machine BUT jas was bitten by a dinosaur. poor gal!
camwhoring on our way home and the only pic i have with me now is:
























tht's all for the day:)

love me tender, love me sweet

imma not-so-good student:(((

i skipped sch td.
i lied to mum bout me not going to sch:(((
cos i know she'll start her nagging sessions AGN which i totally dread.
im sorry.

BUT

kimmy lei fengyin was my partner in crime.
she lied to mum, no no she HELPED me lied to mum when she called home.
i cant stand my mum's instinct.
its tough lying to her cos of her instinct, she called back a couple of times to check if ive gone to sch alr LORR ! GEES !
though mac is just one block away from my home, i just refused to get my ass off the couch to get food, so is my sister and jer ! hahas so we decided to call mac's delivery for lunch and we had:




















LOOK AT THE MOUNTAIN OF FRIES ! HAHAHAS.
WE FINISHED EVERY PIECE THERE.
call us gluttons for all we care :DDDDDD

and i cant stand the sight of my pile of hmwk on my desk.
it seems to be growing everyday. RAHH.
actually the fact is ive been procastinating.
maths especially, ive like 6 exercises to complete.
there's this stupid CRS thing to do still.
oh goddddddd, who can save me now?
and yeah, im sucha procastinator !!!

how cute can they get right?! hahas. LOVE EM'

you can do the math a thousand ways but you cant erase the facts.

happy mummy's day:))

HAPPY MUMMY'S DAY!

we celebrated mother's day on sat cos dad guess sun would be packed with lots of ppl at resturants.
the usuals:))
took some pics, shall upload em' other days.
i brought mum sunflowers. LOTS OF EM'
i guess she likes it very much:)))))))))))))

love you mum.

night out with my besties.

1oth april 2oo6.

its wednesday ! my fav day of the week. hahas.
started sch at 8:30am and im happy to say tht i was early for class.
it was engineering maths.
my gosh, teacher was teaching log.
full of crap, wadever she said pass thru my ears as blah blah blah blah blah. . . . . . . .
after maths it was IDEA class conducted by mr sng( the one with serious eye prob).
AND he spent just 30 mins asking us to bring a CD-R. i dont see the difficulty but he seriously does. thn he goes on with his lesson and i went on to my la la land.
now when i was dreaming of lee hom(hunk), he had to destroy it all and call my name. DAMN!
lesson officially ended at 11 am.
was supposed to go for ptnt but my pt didnt came. lucky me HAHA. dont hafta stay till 2 plus:))

i headed hm and took a short nap before meeting jassy in town.
purpose to town tht day was to acc jas get a present for eddie.
we stayed at fossil for so long thn waited for eunice and weicai to come and give some opinions.
and jas brought a fossil watch for eddie. i want the lee hom fossil box so badly larr:((
one more item to add to my wishlist and mummy's to-buy-list. LOL.
went for dinner at a resturant in cine but i forgot the name. food was overwhelming !
i love the mocha float they served, sweet but a little bitter, the combination was great BUT its sinful.
we had a great time overall, not missing a little gossiping. women will always be women wad. wad do you expect right and ytd we prolong our lifespan by a few hours i guess. hahas. i love days like these and love my besties<3 i hope we could have more outings like this. LOVES!


the songs were more than music
they were pictures from the soul
so keep your pseudo-punk, hip-hop, pop-rock junk.

poverty vs materialistic

i was just complaining to dad the other day tht my allowance oughtta be INCREASED !
and he said he'll be observing how i behave for the following days before he decides.
so i've been a good good gal:)))
and im a wealthier and happier gal ytd.

however, ashamed was wad i felt after viewing oprah's show td.
30 millions of full time working americans are living in poverty.
they are working citizens mind you.
there's this lady who only earns $6.50/hr for a full time job leaving her with $30/mth for food.
i seriously cant comprehend this.
compared to us, how lucky can we get? and here i am complaining tht i wasnt getting enough.
my previous allowance alone is more than enough to feed that lady's family, just my allowance not mentioning the extras my mum, dad and sis gives me.
and yet i asked for more :(((
im giving back!
living within my means is wad i learned.

the more people value materialistic aspirations and goals, the less they are happy with their personal lives and the more they act in ways that are socially and ecologically damaging.
- Tim Kasser

now i've to attend to my irritating homeworks ! RAHHHSSS !


as i choked back the tears there's a silent scream no one could hear.

the sister i love:)

went shopping with sis, jer and COLBY last sunday. hahas
we brought COLBY~ to town for a walk the second time, to let him see the world out there instead of the playground in fajar. LOL.
no words could describe my eye candy's(colby) smart-ness and cute-ness. hahas.
its weird tht day because my sis and i didnt shop till we drop instead we shop till the shops drop.
we went here there here there everywhere.
took a break at tcc.
goodness gracious, colby ate my cheese cake.
not the whole cake though, he ate almost half. tht greedy dog. ahahs.
then we continued shopping agn and jer complained(wrong choice jer) but kept quiet after sis stared at him. LOL !
went to sushi teh for dinner. this time we didnt let colby out. hahas. so my food are intact.
the food they served are way way better than those served in other resturant.
thanks sis:)))
im also awaiting your monthly allowance. hahas.
dont forget your promises to me and our dreams will definitely come true.
we'll strive tgt yeah!
i love you
you love me
we love colby !

ytd went to meet chester to lend him my bag. poor fellow, didnt have time to get a new bag. hahas. ps: i forgot to take out something, something quite important.LOL. only jassy know. then had dinner at swensen with family and its home sweet home.

woke up feeling lyk shit td cause' was up doing my hmwk. luckily td's lessons starts at 1o.
td's DE lesson was a big question mark.
told you i hate all the wadever number sytems.
decimal.
binary.
hexadecimal.
octal.
fcuk all these man.
totally sucks:((

you can take back all your secrets
once upon is doing time):

It's as if my heart knows your the missing piece.

ITS JUST ME ; LOVE ME.
18 yrs of tragedy.
stinky stubborn.
always sensitive.
I have a changing personality
I am who I am.
<3 MOM:)
<3 chocolates.
<3 friends&famillayye♥
<3 netball.
<3 vintageAUDIO :D
<3 BAKERY.
<3 decorations.
<3 TRAVELLING.
<3 people who sterotype.
<3 Hypocrites.
<3 Cigars inventors
<3 Morning lectures.
<3 Guys with humongous EGO.
<3 Restrictions.
<3 MCP(s)

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I don't love you.

Well, when you go
Don't ever think I'll make you try to stay
And maybe when you get back
I'll be off to find another way

And after all this time that you still owe
You're still the good-for-nothing I don't know
So take your gloves and get out
Better get out
While you can

When you go
Would you even turn to say
"I don't love you, like I did, yesterday"

Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading
So sick and tired of all the needless beating
But baby when they knock you
Down and out
It's where you oughta stay

And after all the blood that you still owe
Another dollar's just another blow
So fix your eyes and get up
Better get up
While you can
Whoa, whooa

When you go
Would you even turn to say
"I don't love you, like I did, yesterday"

Well come on, come on

When you go
Would you have the guts to say
"I don't love you, like I loved you, yesterday"

I don't love you, like I loved you, yesterday

I don't love you, like I loved you, yesterday