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Friday, December 24, 2004
++ heartbr0ken ++

okie. i guess its over. cuz he has gort a stead alreadi. i'm heartbroken but wad can i do.? i realli carn stand tha pain animre. why.? why ish tis happening to mi.? ish tis all.? haf i waited in vain.? haf i waited for nth.? i feel lyk shit now.!! i noe dat cryin doen't help at all!! but why does tears roll dwn.? i'm realli confused & sad. i feel so pain.!! wad ish love.? am i surposed to stop lovin him.? muz i stop.? can i carry on lovin him.? can i.? i realli wish i could.!! but i'm nort sure if its tha rytez tink to do.i'm realli at a lost as to wad to do.!! why does tinkz lyk tis haf to happen to mi.? WHY.?? i feel lyk an ultimate idiot.!!!why muz i love sumone who doesn't gif mi a damn.? muz it end lyk tis???? god are u playin a trick on mi.? if it ish so den yesH.!!! congrats.!!! you've successed.!!! i'm in pain now.!! real pain.!!! i'm nort gonna love agn.!!! wads tha point.? i still end up hurt.!! i hate everitink in my life now.!! i still lykz him but i still wish him happiness.!! love carn be force dat i noe. i dun blame anione. i was tha one who stepped into it. i'm to blame for tha state i'm in now. i guess i would still be waitin for him. i juz carn gif up i dunno why. i feel so useless. i carn even control my feelins.!!!

now i dunno wad tha fuck ish wif my mum. she'z throiwin her fuckin temper at mi agn. why carn i juz haf a peaceful weekend. hasn't i had enuff.? why ish it dat others can be happie n carefree while i carn at all. even if i wanna do so.i carn. pretendin. dats all i can do. i'm broken.!!! i dun even noe wad i'm doin everidae. i'm always doin tinkz wrongly. i carn tink properly now. i'm in such deep shit now. wad tha hell ish happenin to mi.? can sumone tell mi wad to do.? i realli wish i would slp & nort wake up animre.!!!!

my life ish in a mess now. frenz are dere for mi i noe. but derez nth much dey can do for mi rytez.? i'm grateful for deir care & concern but my pain still haunts mi when tha nyte falls. cryin to slp has becum a habit. i carn slp w/o cryin. melbe tym would heal my wounds. but i'm realli nort sure bout dat.!! i'm nort sure bout myself animre. tha onli tink dat i'm sure ish dat i carn forget him n i'll carry on waitin for him.

ppaaiinn paiin ppainnn,.eu hurt mi bud i still lurfe eu,. why,.?whhy,.?whyy,.?

@7:45 PM

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    I don't love you.

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    Don't ever think I'll make you try to stay
    And maybe when you get back
    I'll be off to find another way

    And after all this time that you still owe
    You're still the good-for-nothing I don't know
    So take your gloves and get out
    Better get out
    While you can

    When you go
    Would you even turn to say
    "I don't love you, like I did, yesterday"

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    So sick and tired of all the needless beating
    But baby when they knock you
    Down and out
    It's where you oughta stay

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    Another dollar's just another blow
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    "I don't love you, like I did, yesterday"

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    "I don't love you, like I loved you, yesterday"

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    I don't love you, like I loved you, yesterday

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