hurtz..

she doesn't lyks mi bud why dun she shows it.? i realli dun get it. i feel so frustrated sumtymz. nort by her its lyk everitink. everi single tink dat i do seems tuh be tha wrong decision. i realli hate my life now. she saes dat i spoil her mood when she saw mi. bud tell mi i'm her fren so wad does she realli mean.? do a fren spoil ur mood when eu see her.? no eu dun. so dun expect mi tuh believe eu animre. yahz. he lyks her so i can do nth bud gif up. i'm tryin real hard. if eu two realli get together well wish eu all tha best bud i would still feel jealous ya. dun blame mi. dat's tha least i can feel now.

cryin doesn't help ya.? bud do eu tink i wanna cry.? why do i choose tuh be sad rather tuh be happie. i realli wanna be happie bud i dun wanna pretend tuh be. so frenz pardon mi plz. dun bother bout mi. i pr0mise i gonna be fine in no tym. dun doubt mi. i'm realli tryin tuh forget him. juz feel lyk deletin him from my life bud i carn. i nit tym. i tot if i said i would be okie dan i would be. bud i found out tha mre i sae dat tha mre pain i feel. i feel pain when i see her. i feel lyk cryin when i see him. so how's my life gonna be w/o him.? i realli dunno.

it has becum a habit for mi tuh cry before i slp now. its lyk if i dun cry i carn fall aslp. i realli dunno wad's happenin. i guess its called numb. i wake up wif swollen eyes and i haf tuh spent god damn tym tryin tuh make em look fine so dat my parents and frenz dunno wad happen. i feel so sick and tired of life lyk tis bud i carn stop cryin. if i breakdwn in sch guess i would nort be surprised. matters bottled up in my heart. so much dat its gonna explode soon. who can i tell em tuh.? dun wanna bother jas rain ting and ice wif my troubles cuz i noe dey haf deir own. no ones dere tuh share my sorrow joys and wadever since i moved out of my grannie's. my frickin family doesn't care at all. i miss my grannie. i realli love her so.

i'm realli sorrie for gifin attitudes these few daes. dat's nort wad i wanna do realli. i juz carn control myself. scold mi ignore mi wadever. juz dun bother bout mi when i throw my temper plz. i realli dunno wad's happenin tuh mi. i feel lyk a total idiot.waited so long tuh be hurt now. sounds dumb? yahz. totalli. nothing hurts lyk love dat phrase suits mi now.

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I don't love you.

Well, when you go
Don't ever think I'll make you try to stay
And maybe when you get back
I'll be off to find another way

And after all this time that you still owe
You're still the good-for-nothing I don't know
So take your gloves and get out
Better get out
While you can

When you go
Would you even turn to say
"I don't love you, like I did, yesterday"

Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading
So sick and tired of all the needless beating
But baby when they knock you
Down and out
It's where you oughta stay

And after all the blood that you still owe
Another dollar's just another blow
So fix your eyes and get up
Better get up
While you can
Whoa, whooa

When you go
Would you even turn to say
"I don't love you, like I did, yesterday"

Well come on, come on

When you go
Would you have the guts to say
"I don't love you, like I loved you, yesterday"

I don't love you, like I loved you, yesterday

I don't love you, like I loved you, yesterday