Sunday, April 03, 2005
+.+ daKiindaLurfeiiAlwaysWanted +.+ we're sitting on tha cold shore combing tha sand ard us looking for sea glass,. it's windy and tha cool mist cuming off tha waves feels cold and charming,. we're bundled up in all our layers and he gently touches my face and kiisses my lips,. his blue-green eyes stare deep intuh mine and i feel him looking straight intuh my heart,.
tha brilliant rays of purple,. gold and turquoise start tuh fade as tha sun finishes setting,. we stand up,. wipe tha sand off our pants and start walking tuh tha parking lot,. i take a deep breath and smell tha salt and seaweed crawling in with tha tide,.
on our walk hm,. he holds my hand and we luff and tok bout nth of real significance,. we walk slowly tuh savor tha moment,. tuh savor tha tym we haf together,. the tree seem tuh make a tunnel,. surrounding us and isolating us in our own lil world,.when we get back tuh my hse,. we take tha sea glass and put it in my jar,. " it's almost halfway filled," he remarks,. as i look at tha tiny pieces filling tha jar,. there muz be at least a hundred pieces in there,. all of em' different shapes and different colours,. i suppose dat if i counted em',. dere would be juz as mani as tha days we haf spent together,. tha nytez we haf comforted each other on tha phone,.
each piece of glass ish a different colour,. i decided dat dey represent tha ordinary days filled wif insight and lurfe,. dey are tha most frequent ones,. tha everiday ones,. i notice dat i put in a green one today,. it ish a day lyk today dat we shared together dat tha green ones represent,. tha green ones frosted wif white specks represent tha days in which one of us was upset and confided in tha other,. although dere are only a few,. dere are sum and dey're big,. i tink dose are tha ones dat help tha relationship grow tha most,. tha white pieces are tha biggest and tha shiniest,. dey reflect tha tym one of us accomplished sumtink or was realli happie bout sumtink,. one might represent him winning his car,. another might be when i made tha team and yet dere are so mani i carn rmb wad each one represents,. dere are so few dark-brown ones,. dose haf tha sharpest edges ans cut ur fingertips when eu touch em',. dey coz tears and hurt,. dey're tha ex-galfrenz,. tha nort-tuu-long-ago crushes,. tha jealousy,. tha fights,. dey're tha painful parts of our relationship dat will will nvr go away,. bud haf becum smoother over tym,.
dere ish one brilliant bluish-purple piece of glass,. it ish veri small and i noe exactly wad it represents,. it ish tha first tym he said dose three words dat before dat night were juz tossed ard and used carelessly by other guys,. it represents tha tym when he looked deep intuh my eyes,. brushed back my hair and told mi he loved mi,.all of tha pieces of sea glass are strong,. no matter how hard eu try (and ppl haf tried),. dey wun break,. dey may get smoother,. maybe a lil' smaller bud so do all memories,. dey are strong amd will always br dere and will nvr be lost,. dan dere's a big rock,. a big pink rock in tha shape of a heart,. down at tha bottom,. its shape represents exactly wad it ish,. it's in our hearts,. wif all tha sea glass and memories and gd tums tuh cum piled on top,. our small pink hearts,. learning bout each other and ourselves,. piling lil' green days on top of big white ones,. avoiding tha sharp brown ones and trying tuh find another blue one,. it's our hearts,. tha ones dat haf spent over two years piling memories on top,. good and bad,. tuh make two different, wonderful ppl,. tha glass jar will nvr break,. tha jar ish our bodies dat protect our hearts and memories,. lyk tha sea glass,. it ish strong and even if one of us goes away,. it will still be dere wif all tha memories left behind,.
