fixing a broken family ;

'' the many times i feel unsure ''

my dad picked me up ytd, we talked and here goes:

a drive home leads to a simple conversation, dad talks with his daug.
not long before the friendly chat turns into frustration and the conversation evolves into an argument in which self-prides prevent any conclusion. the disagreements never ending and a sorrow left to continue.
now a household, a home, a community tries to sustain itself from the pain that flows daily.
a sisterhood, fatherhood and motherhood, all linked together to keep a hold on the bond they once all shared. yet what if a link lets go or breaks free from the rest, the household is torn and ends of the linked chain are left to themselves, what holds this family together? eventually the rest stray away and so easily a family is broken.

my sisters moves on and begins a lonely life,
my dad now has no one to teach him the values of learning the unexpected and inexperienced.

so easily a family is broken.

my mother gives up her life and has no hope for better,
Now whr could i gotta go reach for answers and gain faith ?
Nowhere !
and im left stranded.
a void in my heart to _love my mother is gained and i weakens and crumbles.

so easily a family is broken.

an old memory passes through my mind,
it`s a gift sent from the one person i`ve left,
a reminder, a sole hope in my life, i feels that i`ve a task.
a task im desperate to fulfill, the one thing that would lighten me up.
so i goes about with my ideas, the main one of bringing my family together.
i tries with the same persistence after each failure and doesn’t give up,but nothing ever works ! it is so hard to find the original fitting pieces and rejoin a broken family
then i finally realizes,
So easily a family is broken.

they shared so many happy moments tgt and now this is wad`s left behind. my happy-go-lucky mum is gone, my lame yet loveable mum is gone, my always naggy yet caring and sweet mum is gone too. WHY ?! i really dont uds.




Roses dont show love, they symbolize it. Beautiful but painful, hurts but everyone wants to sniff it and see wad it`s like for themselves, getting hurt in the process.

It's as if my heart knows your the missing piece.

ITS JUST ME ; LOVE ME.
18 yrs of tragedy.
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always sensitive.
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I am who I am.
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I don't love you.

Well, when you go
Don't ever think I'll make you try to stay
And maybe when you get back
I'll be off to find another way

And after all this time that you still owe
You're still the good-for-nothing I don't know
So take your gloves and get out
Better get out
While you can

When you go
Would you even turn to say
"I don't love you, like I did, yesterday"

Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading
So sick and tired of all the needless beating
But baby when they knock you
Down and out
It's where you oughta stay

And after all the blood that you still owe
Another dollar's just another blow
So fix your eyes and get up
Better get up
While you can
Whoa, whooa

When you go
Would you even turn to say
"I don't love you, like I did, yesterday"

Well come on, come on

When you go
Would you have the guts to say
"I don't love you, like I loved you, yesterday"

I don't love you, like I loved you, yesterday

I don't love you, like I loved you, yesterday