; i can only blog this often now ;

i`ve not blog for lyk 1 wk ? let me recap wad i did for the past wk.




1o feb o6' - RESULTSday ; wasnt in a very stable state-of-mind the night before.
i did so many stupid things to my mum. LOLS ! not gonna tell, its jus too super duber stupid and im surprise my mum actually give in to me. LOLs ! now who`s the mother hurr ?! hahas. in the morning, woke up with my bolster missing then found out my mum stole it from me hence i went to get it back from her and she actually said:" told you i dont wan alr, dont keep pushing ur smelly bolsterrrrrrrrr to meeeee larrr !" (while she`s pulling the bolster from me.) can you imagine, tat`s my MOTHER alright. in the end i still win, GET OVER IT MUM !

met jovey, sean, fred and voneDARL for lunch BUT i was late(all cos' of the fight with mum, delay my beauty slp) chat awhile, all of em' so tense and weird that day. must be the pre-results depression. LOLS ! went for menicure and pedicure upstairs, to de-stress. hahas. okayy, tat's BULLSHIT !(citibella ;not good service,not nice nails,not beautiful,not impressive at all) ps: dont go there,NOT GOOD ! then it was time for results alr but now im not worried about my results, i seem more worried about my nails. LOLS. im not a very good student i know. codeiro came out then blah blah blah, he started saying 4A,B,C did well, 4A,B,C did blah blah blah. notice he didnt mention 4D ?? yes. he didnt. and and and my heart SANK ! he said my class didnt do well at all, in fact we pulled dwn the whole batch of express classes. naturally, ur class=YOU . then started to worry bout my results, thinking of all the negative things alr cos all he said was negative bout my class. felt lyk crying the more i think. he still doesnt SHUT UPand keeps gg then my eyes started to tear a lil.
STR AWAY AFTER I GOT MY RESULTS I CALLED MY PARENTS
but my dad isnt quite happy with L1R5=20,L1R4=14 and L1R4+CCA=11. he said tat wasnt good enough, i could do better. i know but i`ve tried my best. actually he's quite right, im always not good enough.:(
my day ended feeling im-not-good-enough :(



11th feb 2006 - myBIRTHDAY !! LOLS !!

- busy the whole morning preparing all the food for the BBQ in the night.
- had lotsa miss call and msges which i didnt bother to reply.(sorry guys!)
- mum was sick, one dwn. no one to help me in the kitchen and at the BBQ. :(
- was on my feet till 5 plus then cabbed dwn to east coast with evelyn and my sister and her beau.
- reached there early, saw this family settign up their fire at our pit.LOLS. i dint know wad to do so i asked eve to help me and she shoo em' away. myCLEVERevelyn:)
- shuyi, jiale, zisheng arrived. helped me carry things to the pit and we LAME ard. - then all the rest came after which.
- eunice, xxDARL and ginny lied to me. They say they`re no coming but still show up. hahas.
- got lotsa presents larr. miss sharon came too. unexpected ! i tot she wont come.
- claron, yanhan, annand, jasmine, reine, chien ting, voneDARl, farhanna and mean didnt turn up :(

OVERALL, I HAD A GREAT GREAT TIME !! THANKS GUYS. I REALLY LOVE YA`ALL.



you were nvr satisfied no matter how hard i tried :(

It's as if my heart knows your the missing piece.

ITS JUST ME ; LOVE ME.
18 yrs of tragedy.
stinky stubborn.
always sensitive.
I have a changing personality
I am who I am.
<3 MOM:)
<3 chocolates.
<3 friends&famillayye♥
<3 netball.
<3 vintageAUDIO :D
<3 BAKERY.
<3 decorations.
<3 TRAVELLING.
<3 people who sterotype.
<3 Hypocrites.
<3 Cigars inventors
<3 Morning lectures.
<3 Guys with humongous EGO.
<3 Restrictions.
<3 MCP(s)

;limOrhping :D

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yvonneChuaVonevone:))

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jasmineLimhuihui

evelynNgeveEVE

rachelSOHqingqing aka siHua

; beLOVEd fanaaa ;

; aisha ;

jiale;lilBRO;

myHONEY

shuyi

fredlameBUDDY:))

kaveee

guoliang

JOEL:)OBSpal

nem0the fish

shuoke

impressive writter

zuLBABE

jasmin`sweetie

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I don't love you.

Well, when you go
Don't ever think I'll make you try to stay
And maybe when you get back
I'll be off to find another way

And after all this time that you still owe
You're still the good-for-nothing I don't know
So take your gloves and get out
Better get out
While you can

When you go
Would you even turn to say
"I don't love you, like I did, yesterday"

Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading
So sick and tired of all the needless beating
But baby when they knock you
Down and out
It's where you oughta stay

And after all the blood that you still owe
Another dollar's just another blow
So fix your eyes and get up
Better get up
While you can
Whoa, whooa

When you go
Would you even turn to say
"I don't love you, like I did, yesterday"

Well come on, come on

When you go
Would you have the guts to say
"I don't love you, like I loved you, yesterday"

I don't love you, like I loved you, yesterday

I don't love you, like I loved you, yesterday