Friday, December 22, 2006
My private emotions. I am lost in a maze of my own emotions & I dont know what I want.
What should i do?
And I so hate rainy days, fuck it.
They make me so moody, so sleepy, so wasted.
I feel like crap, ask me why?
Well, because I just do, for so many reasons I got them all mixed up.
Is this good enough?
Fuck cravings. Fuck everything.
My body is failing me, know what I feel like doing?
I feel like running at the top deck of the carpark, with the streetlights shining down on me, with the heavy rain drenching me and I'll tell the world again tht I'm nothing.
Very dramatic, I know
.( I watch too much teevee.)One day, I'll pack my bag and run so far away, to a place where nobody can find me, to a place nobody knows me. One day.
Note: Pardon the vulgarities. It's only the beginning.

Chocolates from Chocz, mashmallows, mars, snickers, ferrero etc.
Cookie from Famous Amos, boxes, wow!
I must resist! Must resist!
But tell me how to resist?!
Oh man, I'm gon' be a fat cow this jolly season.
Goodbye(:
Bitches are bitches.Jealousy eats them inside out.