Tuesday, January 30, 2007
Everyone smiles with that invisible gun to their head. 
Maybe I'm dark, but I'm not goth . Just because I cry, I'm not emo . And I can scream, but I'm no prep . Just because this heart don't love, who's to say it's self harm? Okay, so you stereotype me . The way I dress, the type of music I like . And you automatically assume I'm that "Typical Emo Girl" . I never gave myself a label, yet you criticized me of being something I'm not? You are the one who gave me this stamp across my forehead . How can you judge what you don't even know? Once you are in my shoes, see the pain and scars I hide from everyone . That's the day I dare you to look me in the eye and tell me who I really am .Last sat
MORNING, it's very unusual to see me up and kicking so early on a weekend .HAHS .
Met up with vone first then went to limbang mac for breackfast .
Crap around with that asshole jovey and went to see him play for a short while .
Then went bball-ling with vone.ahlin.aaron and aaron's friend(guo hui, I suppose .)
Played till it started to drizzle .
Had a really hard time getting a cab home .
Was supposed to study for goodness sake but I fell asleep on my desk .
Did my revisions later that night and missed the man utd match, I've totally forgotten about it .
I studied so much in these few days that I literally smell like the pages of my texts and notes .
And I having been chewing on junks like chips and chocs while I was studying, how great .
Here comes the extra pounds .
Dad woke me up at bloody 9am on a sunday morning for breakfast .
Like I alrd had lotsa beauty sleep .
So we went to lavendar for dim sum and headed to vivo because mom wanted to shop .
I'm so pissed with my lil' sister, she wants the best of everything but does nothing to deserve it .
Maybe the only reason she deserves all those stuffs is because she's the youngest of us all and it's in our family tradition that we have to give in to the youngest in the family . pfft .
Anyways, I brought 2 tops and a handbag from topshop, leggings from fcuk and a belt from gap(;
Talking about the belt from gap, my blood is starting to boil .
Dad spent $289 just on one outfit of his in gap and I just brought that pathetic $89 belt and he had to say it was useless .
HELLO! how can a belt be useless hur ?
I can actually lend it to you to belt sherry when she's throwing her princess temper, I'm very sure it's gonna hurt because it's made with genuine leather .
And most importantly, the main purpose of a belt is to tighten my pants/jeans/skirts, so tell me, how is it useless ?
Had lunch at "white dog cafe", food was good, service was great, music was so so .
Ya'all should visit that cafe .
After lunch, met up with Nigel and his friend and he treated me Starbucks, that Green Tea Frap .
And I've no idea why he decided to add whip cream to my green tea .
Like, who drinks green tea with cream?!
Our main purpose was to study but we couldn't focus with so much distraction .
Nigel showed me a magic trick and although I appeared un-shocked, actually I am .
I seriously think he threw the crushed paper at his friend .
They're in cahoots!
Try to cheat me only .
I must convince him to show me the trick again .
I MUST! I don't believe I can't figure it out .
I should open a forum for the heartbroken .
My friends are all heartbroken and worrying about Valentine's Day, being dateless and blah blah blah .
Not that I'm not worrying, I just think guys are scared of me .
I scare them all away, like what Nigel said .
Wow, I'm incredible, ain't I? Haha!
Singles till the end!
Who created Valentine's Day in the first place?
The person should just run into a knife and burn in hell . Tsk .
Actually, singles can go party themselves and who knows, fall in love with your bestfriend at the party, or some sort.
Oh, such adorable relationship. Haha!
Mom has been complaining that her vision gets blurred whenever she's reading things upclose .
Hence, dad bought mom her glasses today .
Some very wackily cute purplish-pink glasses, from uhm, Marc Jacobs?
Honestly, I don't know what is that .
I thought it was the Jacobs' Biscuit brand .
So I ask my dad whether Jacobs' Biscuits carry glasses as well .
And he gave me the are-you-nuts face .
Well, literally and honestly speaking, yes, I am nuts .
And so, I stared at my mom instead .
She got that weird expression on her face while staring at the glasses .
But she bought it anyway .
She looks good in them, I must say .
With her new hairdo and stuffs, blahblah .
Oh, you know, vain moms .
And my dad, he's another one okay .
Kept asking me to get another E.A. glasses for myself .
What's wrong with my current one? Nothing .
And a spare glasses need not be E.A. right? Keyword: SPARE .
All in all, I just refused to buy it .
Then he gave me the black face .
I mean, come on man, where can you find kids like me, saving my ass off, cutting down AUTOMATICALLY on expenses .
I think I may be suffering from brandophobia, or some sort.
Why can't I just be a typical teenage, striding around town in Chucks, jeans, slogan tees, SportsB, shorts, sandals, hippie hairdo, MAKE-UP FREE etc?
Anyway, my mom thinks I'm too rough and tomboy-ish.
Don't blame me, blame Issac.
By the way, Issac is the other half of me, the boyish side.
In the night, I metamorph into Issac.
I have split personalities. Haha!
And I always think Issac is a very hot name okay .
So, to all Issacs out there, love your name!
If only my mom gave me the name 'Issac', wow, I'll go sleepless .
No, I'm not done yet.
Now sherry, that unfilial daugther .
Keep insisting on buying a bloody Ripcurl beanie for her bf.
I must say although he suits the beanie look, but hello, shut up already.
So annoying, she keeps spelling B-E-A-N-I-E to me.
Like, shut up man.
And she kept emphasizing on the fact that I am
shorter than her.
Bloody arse gigantic idiot.
She has shoe size of 7-9.
Bloody big for her age okay .
She spends one hour in front of the mirror styling her hair and comes out of the room looking like before. How silly!
As for Ryan(my cuzzy), he's just another Sherry-in-the-making, guy's version .
I discover wax in his hair today.
I must tell his momma .
What the heck is he doing?
He's running around the house with what, plastic bags tied to his feet?!
ZOMFG!All Good Things ( come to an end )
This song is currently stuck in my head.
Flames to dust Lovers to friends Why do all good things come to an end? Dead man walking.
