Saturday, January 27, 2007
I don't want to ever love another. Pretty slack uh, today . Hmm, let's see, PEEE lect, GP lect ( the teacher thinks she's damn cute or something ), break, DE tutorial, GP tutorial . Uhm, pee-ed a million times because it's very chilly today, blahblahblah .
I didn't see PM today, because of the different combination, and so on . So now, I feel kind of dejected, is this the word to use? Haha, oh, you know what I mean .
Zg came to look for Randall & Fellas, treated him BaChorMee as a belated birthday thing. This is seriously pathetic man. Who gets BaChorMee as a birthday gift? Zomg, he looks uhm, very emo. Like, very. Perhaps it's just an expression of his inner thoughts via his outer appearance. Or something. He's just so different now. I can't recognise him anymore.
I suppose his inner personality is still within him.
Initially, it was Randall, him and me at the table.
And then more ruggers came, and soon the whole table was filled with well, ruggers?
I was the only extra THING there.
Was damn glad when Nigel called and told me to get my fat ass up to the dance studio immediately.
So I happily excused myself.
It felt so awkward sitting at the table with all of them!
Maybe it's just me.
I realised Mark is a nice guy, indeed.
So is Randall, and some unknown girl went to secretly snap a photo of this Ian guy.
How crazy!
I didn't go for Proj1 prac today.
I'm feeling the pinge of guilt now.
Why am I like that?
Hey kimberly, I despise you, you bloody moron.
On a lighter note, I realised I daydream half of the time, feel like sleeping the other half of the time.
So if you're a kind person, kindly scream/ shout/ shriek/ bash/ box/ kick/ pull my hair/ etc, so as to wake me up, whenever you see me dazing and staring into nothing at all.
Well, all I know is that Mr Nigel screamed into my ears during DE tutorial the other day when I fell asleep, and because of that shock, I became more alert. Okay, many just a little.
Wow, I must admit that was one of the greatest shock I ever had in my entire life on planet earth.
Seriously, I couldn't breathe for close to five seconds.
But I kind of like the after-effect of being shocked.
Come, come, I need to be shocked everyday. Bloody maniac. HAHA!
Oh yes, I went to sit in and look at Nigel dance today.
I must say, he's so damn adorable.
I feel as if he's my brother and I've the right to protect him from all forms of harm and danger.
Although he's a few hours older than me, but still.
I can't explain this, really.
And I'm not attached to him, for goodness sake.
My senior and her friend asked me the same repeated question again.
I narrated the entire thing to her, and her answer was the only one I'd never expected to hear before.
I think it's embarrassing to put it up here, but it's really something weird and amazing.
Funny how some people make you look at things from a different angle, you know?
Oh well, and Nigel is not my partner, for the nine billionth time!
I can totally see part of myself in him, that's why I know he will understand how I feel.
We're not T-O-G-E-T-H-E-R-L-Y !!
Aye, this issue is a bore.
After Nigel's dance prac, did the usuals like waiting for him and went back together .
Rushed home and took a shower then rushed out again.
Went to meet CT.duck.jas at bpp(;
We did all the fun stuffs and I miss CT damn bloody much, it's been like ages since I last saw her.
Chat.Gossip.Cam-whore(whole lots of em').LaughedLikeMad.
Shall upload visuals when I get em from CT and duck.
Shocking News known.
Dissapointed? YES.
Anyways, period to all these alrd.
Smile. It might not help you feel better.
But it'll stop people from asking whats wrong.
