Thursday, January 18, 2007
Prelude to the aftermath. Wasn't feeling very well for the last few days.
Gastric flu was the cause.
Anyway, went back to twss ytd for netball trg(:
Was with ahlin and ahling initially.
Then met up with the rest(xiaoxue.eunice.vone.shuyi & zisheng) at sch.
Had a lil' situation over at the security.
damn PISSED!Had to change into our shoes along the walkway man, how stupiddddd.
A few court games made me wanna vomit.
Guess it's because of the meds I took ealier on:(
Half-court games.full-court games.highest point.messing ard.
Xiaoxue and eunice went off first cause they had to work.
After trg, we went to have cheng teng with mrs neo at lot 1 and had a lil' chat.
Roamed ard alil' and all went home(:
It's appalling how words can be such a form of brutality.
Statements encompassed with sublime subtleties , angst and hatred .
The amount of hurt thrown onto me is by far the sharpest deviation away from the happiest days of our friendship.
The unwanted issues tangle up together with the people involved, thus complicating matters and hence the descrepancies. Such a quagmire I could never decipher.
My intentions were not as what you thought .
Somehow at this point, I know we're cool again but I can't help but ponder what will tomorrow be like for both of us.
I never had things going my way almost every other day.
I don't receive the kind of love I want from the person I expected the most out of.
These things happen.
Not only to you, but to me as well.
Look around you and you'll realise it's all the same everywhere.
Things were never made to be perfect.
I love you as a friend and you know I always will.
So very afraid.
