Friday, January 26, 2007
Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer . Just freaking finish my notes for PEEE! phew .
I know I should not listen to what others say, but then again, everyone knows I am easily influenced .
I am bloody naive .
I have no mindset of my own .
I can't decide for myself .
I can't bloody hell think on my own two feet .
I always doubt myself .
My self-esteem is eight feet underground .
What the fuck is wrong with me?
You know today when I was walking up to tutorial, I saw this poster on the notice board which says, "Feel like crying all the time?"
And I was thinking to myself "Yes", but then again, I can't let anyone know, can I?
I must uphold my strong and steady front .
So if one day I were to fall on my face, please try to pretend I'm alright .
I am alright !
Perhaps I should say this to myself three times a day, so I can
psycho myself into believing I am alright .
And I won't look so
glum and fugly and annoyed and depressed, instead I'll put on the brightest smile for everyone to see that I am alright .
*Note to self : 3-5 times a day, repeat this to yourself!!
Sad stuffs aside, here's a convo I had with Nigel yesterday :
Me: It's raining, how to go home? No umbrella .
Nigel: Wo ke yi jie ni Umbrella . ( I can lend you umbrella )
Nigel: Wo he ni you bu shi mo mo ren .
Me: *catch no ball
Nigel: Aye, how to say "You & me also not strangers"?
Me: Wo he ni you bu shi muo shen ren . ( You & me also not strangers )
Nigel: I thought mo mo ren is strangers?
Me: *speechless
Me: mo mo ren is so and so la!
He really cracks me up man .
sisters(;And you call this a plaything .