Saturday, March 31, 2007
Either you got it or you don't. Its raining right now, and suddenly, I'm falling in love with it.
It feels so nice to have my laptop on my desk next to the window where its raining out there, and just blogging.
A sense of serenity and peace that I haven't felt for such a long time.
Everything around me has been so violent, exciting, impactful.
It feels good to run away from that for a while.
I still do not understand how anyone could tolerate that forever.
Don't you ever think of change?
Of something that will probably make you feel, happy?
Why don't people have the guts to do what they want to now?
Why do people only do things to make others happy, even if its against your conscience and your principles?
I don't know, because I don't have that brain of theirs.
But can someone tell me why?
Everyone is always talking about purpose in life.
Till today, till eighteen years in my life, I don't know my purpose.
There are so many different purposes in life.
For religion, for society, for friends, for family, even for people you don't know.
Can anyone tell me if you know your purpose?
Right now, a tub of kahlua latte from island could really help.
My EM tutorials are lying next to me, blank and clean, argh, I can't even get started on it.
Looks like home isn't really a nice place to study with all the temptations around.
I feel like Serene Centre all of a sudden, then I can have somemore kahlua latte xD
Maybe if Nigel's free later I can meet him.
But I really feel like watching number 23 tonight, or rather right now.
Anyways, today was rather screwed up.
Firstly, I'm not going to 4d's bbq.
Secondly, I waited very long for duck's call and am still waiting.
Thirdly, I can't make any plans yet because duck hasn't called me.
asdfghjkl;I've been waiting the whole time today.
Waiting for mom's call, waiting for duck's call, waiting for nigel's call, waiting for kimmy's call and waiting to go out and have hell loads of FUN after being locked up for so long!
What the fuck is wrong with everyone today?!
Why am I waiting every single min of today?!
Is today some sort of waiting day or what.
Bullfuck.
Dance tonight, revolution tomorrow.