Tuesday, March 06, 2007
I guess it's just goodbye. Aren't we all vulnerable to the threats and after effects of our hidden emotions?
It's seemingly the hardest thing to hide though it's oblivious to the naked eye.
There is just this much that we can uncover.
Even a life time is never enough to understand what's on a person's mind.
I'm filled with utter confusion and agitation when I think about it.
Why can't there be a day where all are questions are answered.
After which, I'd wish for a chance to turn back time and make my life the private utopia.
impossibilities.all of it.MJ has taken up most of my time for the pass few weeks.
It's either at jo's crib, uncle kelly's crib or ah lin's crib.
The whole of last week, I was at home for like only 2 days.
And as usual, dad's realllly x 12345678910 MAD at me.
I thought of making up by staying at home yesterday BUT ...
It's 7am now and I've just reached home from jo's crib and now I'm in deep shit cause dad just wouldn't talk to me anymore:(
Results are coming in, in a few more days time and I'm uber nervous man.
I've got so much things on hand that needs my attention but I simply love to procastinate.
What's your problem man, kimberly?!
First of all, I gotta register for my bike license then look for a job.
Talking bout me driving a bike.
It's another issue that's bothering dad.
I don't want to hide things from my dad sometimes but he'll always have to leave me with no alternative.
I know things could get ugly but I pray it'll always remain a possibility.
Guys are just nothing but trouble.
I don't give a fuck bout any tom, dick or harry or BEN anymore.
Fucking hell.
With people like them around there's no fucking peace.
Fucking hell you should be the one who should stop dreaming and wake up.
Fuck you understand?
You just make me utterly sick.
I'm this close to killing someone now.
When I say that Nigel isn't the reason, you jolly well listen hard and clear.
Every word that's coming out from your mouth is the purest of bullfuck.
geddit'?
now yes yes
messages messages.
go ahead.
You're junking our friendship away, boy.
everyday my confusion grows.
