Friday, March 30, 2007
I want my endless coffee and laughters back. So yeah.
What the fuck.
Life's just playing bitch tricks all the time.
You know it when the first entry of the day contradicts the next.
Needless to say, to be able to blog twice in less than 24 hours depicts boredom.
I've been watching the re-runs on dvds and munching on hershey nuggets.
Mindful of how time is passing me by.
I'm not sure if anyone else on the phase of this earth does what I always do.
Here's it.
As an individual, I think a lot and wish I could do so much better in life than what I already am at this moment in time.
I feel half as useless as how I used to be though techincally, I may have improved in certain facets.
I set goals but they're never met.
More like the essentials or rather the vital ones are never achieved.
But those extremely unimportant and unnecessary ones are like a breeze to attain.
Getting wasted , getting pierced, ensuring that the weekend must be spent out of my crib and having the latest gadget in your hand.
Perhaps they aren't really what you call long-term goals or maybe some people just have all the luck.
Life gets more unproductive as you enter your teenage years within this era.
Ever wondered if this happened to the latter in the erstwhile timeline?
Everything else is moving too quickly.
The world is at an ever fast-moving pace.
You either catch up or you die.
I wish I could die.
You'd probably think it's just so typical of me to talk like that.
Just to die.
Or to give up.
Not really I would say.
For, saying is one thing.
Believing is another.
Doing it is a whole new other.
There's not a time in my life that I ever did have a feasible explanation to what my life is worthy of.
On the upper hand,
Life isn't always complexed if you don't think too deep or too hard into it.
It does invite my severest displeasure at times but I do think life is the greatest gift one could ever give.
And yes, the right side of my face is hurting like fuck.
From my eyelid right down to my shoulder.
Painkillers are useless so is drowning myself with plain water.
Evidently, I've blogged long and hard enough.
So goodbye for now.
It depicts me adopting a parochial attitude.
